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["What Else Is There?"
by Röykso playing]
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♪ It was me on that road
But you couldn't see me ♪
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♪ Too many lights out
But nowhere near here ♪
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♪ It was me on that road
Still you couldn't ♪
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[exclaims]
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♪ And then flash lights
And explosions ♪
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♪ Road's end getting nearer ♪
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♪ We cover distance
But not together ♪
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♪ I am the storm... ♪
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[indistinct chatter over
police radio]
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♪ Nightmares
And sudden explosions ♪
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-[siren blares]
-♪ I don't know ♪
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♪ What more to ask for ♪
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♪ I was given ♪
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♪ Just one wish ♪
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[laughs]
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[exclaims]
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[mobile beeping]
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[mobile beeping]
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-[gasps]
-[tires screeching]
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♪ A morning run
The story of my maker ♪
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♪ What I have
And what I ache for ♪
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♪ I've got a golden ear ♪
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[pants]
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♪ But what else is there? ♪
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Fuckin' hell. [sighs]
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[chuckles]
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[car engine revving]
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♪ And the flashlights
Nightmares ♪
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♪ And sudden explosion? ♪
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♪ There's no room where ♪
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♪ I can go and ♪
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♪ You've got secrets too ♪
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♪ I don't know ♪
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♪ What more to ask for ♪
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♪ I was given ♪
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♪ Just one wish ♪
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[machine beeping]
[voicemail] Have new message.
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[Bella] Kate, it's Bella.
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I'm not sure
if you're back in London yet,
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but I just wanted to remind you
about your meeting with Dad.
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Uh, it's at 8:00.
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Well, he's...
he's very particular,
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he's a bit of a stickler
for being on time.
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Well, good luck.
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- Okay, bye.
-[bell tolling]
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[gallery attendant] Miss Moss,
please, come this way.
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[Kate] Thank you.
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[soft music playing]
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[Kate] Thank you.
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Could you imagine
anything more beautiful?
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Come and see.
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Titian's Diana and Actaeon .
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I sometimes
like to think of myself
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as Actaeon in the painting.
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The silliness of the man...
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and the questionable assumption
he has an effect
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-on the women's behaviour.
-[Kate chuckles]
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When I see something like this,
so perfect...
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I wonder how could
this have been painted?
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It must have always been here.
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I don't really know him.
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Beautiful colours.
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I tend to think
when colours work,
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they are the colours of life.
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Don't you think?
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Yeah,
Damien would definitely agree.
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Damien?
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-Damien Hirst.
-[chuckles]
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He's obsessed by colour.
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It's so amazing
that we're here all alone.
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-It's so quiet.
-[Lucian] Yes, quiet.
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I'm very lucky
that they let me in here
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outside of hours, I suppose.
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It's a bit like
having a bus pass.
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[chuckles]
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Thank you for the invitation.
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[Lucian] Oh.
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[Kate] The painting...
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is quite sensual.
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[Lucian] Most definitely.
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Somehow, life appears
more permanent
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-without clothes.
-[snickers]
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Heard that before.
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[Lucian] People sometimes state
that my paintings
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are psychological.
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I've always thought of them
as biological.
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My desire is to get
to the core of the being.
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When the person is naked,
there is no hiding.
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Only truth.
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And that is
far more interesting,
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don't you think?
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I like the idea of truth.
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Bella told me about
your interview in the magazine.
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I'm not sure what it was called.
But yes...
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I think a painting
could be good.
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-Really?
-[Lucian] Yeah.
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But do you think
you have the time?
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I'm quite aware of what
a busy life you must lead.
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I could maybe do
a couple of evenings.
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It would be more than that.
[chuckles]
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I anticipate three evenings
a week. Every week.
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Three?
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And we start
at exactly 7:00 pm each time.
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No later.
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Until?
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[Lucian] Until the painting
is finished.
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I'd like to begin this month,
if possible.
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I have a few
on the go and others
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that may or may not need
to be started.
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You understand?
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Yeah, I do. But...
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I don't know
if I can commit to that.
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[Lucian] Oh.
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But listen, I... I'll ask Lucy.
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-[Lucian] Lucy?
-My agent.
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-[Lucian] Oh.
-I've got a couple
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of fashion weeks coming up,
a couple of campaign things
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and some party things
that I'll go to.
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A lot of things, then.
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Yeah.
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Sorry.
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Oh.
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Perhaps you might like
to leave now.
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I was going to have
a look around.
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-Before the hordes descend.
-[bell ringing]
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[laughs]
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Yeah, you're right.
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Better get going.
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-[indistinct chatter]
-[footsteps receding]
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I'm here and I'm doing it,
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but I'm not...
I'm not going to Rio.
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There's no fucking way.
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I've got to go, Luce, okay?
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All right, love you.
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-[mobile key beeping]
-Oh, fucking cunts.
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-What a fucking night.
-[walkie-talkie beeping]
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[man] We'll need Kate in hair
and make-up in five.
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You all right?
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-[indistinct chatter]
-[upbeat music playing]
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Where is she?
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She's in the dressing room.
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[hollow sucking]
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[Martino] Kate...
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you look absolutely amazing.
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Thank you.
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Are you okay?
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Yeah... yeah, I'm fine.
I'm... I'm excited.
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[door closes]
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Okay...
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okay, listen to me, Kate.
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Fuck everyone else.
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You are Greta Garbo.
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You are Greta Garbo
and Brigette Bardot...
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smoking siren
of the next century.
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Yeah?
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That's amazing, Martino.
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Really.
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But can I just have a second,
please?
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[Martino] Yes.
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Yes, of course.
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Take all the time you need.
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[door opens]
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Fuck you, prick.
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[dramatic music playing]
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[hammer drill drilling]
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-[camera shutter clicking]
-[inaudible]
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[camera shutter clicking]
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[camera shutter clicking]
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[camera shutter clicking]
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[camera shutters clicking]
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[woman] Kate.
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[indistinct chatter]
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-Shall we begin, Kate?
-Yeah.
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-Give them what they want.
-Okay.
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-[camera shutter clicking]
-[Martino] Yes.
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-[camera shutter clicking]
-[Martino] Incredible.
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-[camera shutter clicking]
-[Martino] Beautiful.
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-[camera shutter clicking]
-[Martino] Glorious.
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-Yes.
-[camera shutter clicking]
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[camera shutter clicking]
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[camera shutter clicking]
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["Deceptacon"
by Le Tigre playing]
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♪ Every day and night
Every day and night ♪
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♪ I can see your disco
Disco dick ♪
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♪ Is sucking my heart
Out of my mind ♪
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♪ I'm outta time
I'm outta fucking time ♪
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♪ I'm a gasoline gut
With a Vaseline mind but ♪
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♪ Wanna disco?
Wanna see me disco? ♪
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♪ Let me hear you
Depoliticize my rhyme ♪
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♪ One two three four ♪
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♪ You got
What you've been asking for ♪
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♪ You're so policy free
And your fantasy wheels ♪
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♪ And everything you think
And everything you feel ♪
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♪ Is all right, all right
All right ♪
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♪ All right all right ♪
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♪ I'll walk on it
I'll walk all over you ♪
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Fuck off!
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-Stop it!
-[camera shutter clicking]
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♪ Two two two two ♪
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[Kate] I've been taken
to this club.
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It's in Kreuzberg.
Yeah, I'm alone.
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Yeah, there's no others, babe.
Look Lucy,
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-can you just stop...
-[security] No phones.
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...fussing, please?
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Please?
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Please? Bye, babe. Bye. Bye.
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-[indistinct chatter]
-[sighs]
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Please let me in.
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I've been working all day.
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I'm sorry.
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Tonight is SandM.
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Couples only.
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[Kate] SandM?
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-[music playing on radio]
-[Kate] Oh, fuck's sake.
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All the rules, all the rules.
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♪ But when we sing ♪
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♪ We don't go say we go live
Or we go die ♪
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♪ Now everything ♪
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If they want SandM,
I'll fucking give them SandM.
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Okay.
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You're coming with me.
[chuckles]
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[upbeat music playing]
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Come on.
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[upbeat music playing]
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[wind blowing]
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[Kate] I'm so fucking stupid.
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-[Lucy] Oh, love.
- [Kate sobs]
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I'm so sorry, Luce.
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[sniffles]
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[Lucy] Oh.
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I'm not feeling very well.
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[Lucy] Hey, it's okay.
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Come home, Kate. Have a rest.
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You need a break, love.
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I've decided to do the painting.
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[Lucy] What painting?
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The painting with Lucian.
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[Lucy] Oh, that.
You were talking about that.
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Yeah.
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[Lucy] Sounds like fun.
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I've spoken
to his assistant, David.
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[Lucy] Hmm.
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I'm going there
straight from the airport.
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[Lucy] No, you're not.
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We've got Gucci at 11:00.
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And then that other thing,
it's important.
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Yeah, but those things
will wait for us, won't they?
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[Lucy] They've been waiting
a long time.
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It's not like I haven't done
them favours in the past.
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[Lucy] Yeah,
but it's a lot of money,
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and they've had it
in their books--
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Yeah, as I said...
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they can wait.
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Everyone can just fucking wait.
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[Lucy] Okay, Kate.
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I'll get in touch with them
and we can figure something out.
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-Hmm, Lucy.
-[Lucy] Yes, love?
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Gonna need to see a hairdresser.
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[Lucy chuckles]
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[Kate] I'm done with all this.
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[soft music playing]
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00:20:48,750 --> 00:20:49,584
[car door closing]
264
00:21:17,377 --> 00:21:18,679
[door bell ringing]
265
00:21:19,981 --> 00:21:20,882
Hello?
266
00:21:24,051 --> 00:21:26,053
So sorry I'm late. [chuckles]
267
00:21:27,454 --> 00:21:29,957
[door buzzes, opens]
268
00:21:40,768 --> 00:21:41,602
[David] Hi, Kate.
269
00:21:42,136 --> 00:21:43,037
Oh, hi.
270
00:21:43,871 --> 00:21:44,672
It's... it's David?
271
00:21:44,772 --> 00:21:46,473
Yes, yes, that's right.
Good journey?
272
00:21:46,574 --> 00:21:47,708
Yeah, yeah, no problem.
273
00:21:48,943 --> 00:21:50,745
[David] Well, shall I take you
upstairs to the studio?
274
00:21:50,845 --> 00:21:52,246
-[Kate] Upstairs?
-[David] Upstairs.
275
00:21:52,345 --> 00:21:53,781
-[Kate chuckles]
-[footsteps approaching]
276
00:21:53,881 --> 00:21:55,983
You know, I remember you
from the clubs.
277
00:21:57,185 --> 00:21:58,318
You were tiny.
278
00:21:58,686 --> 00:22:00,221
-Just a little girl.
-[chuckles]
279
00:22:00,555 --> 00:22:02,290
[David] But even then,
I knew you had something.
280
00:22:02,557 --> 00:22:04,091
Leigh said the same thing.
281
00:22:04,324 --> 00:22:05,492
-[Kate] Really?
-[David] Hmm.
282
00:22:06,928 --> 00:22:08,395
He used to say, one day,
283
00:22:08,495 --> 00:22:10,064
I'm gonna be skinnier
than that bitch.
284
00:22:10,164 --> 00:22:11,532
-[chuckles]
-[chuckles]
285
00:22:11,632 --> 00:22:13,500
Oh, that is so funny.
286
00:22:14,502 --> 00:22:15,703
-Thank you, David.
-[Kate] Hiya.
287
00:22:15,803 --> 00:22:18,471
It is five minutes past 7:00.
288
00:22:19,240 --> 00:22:21,642
[footsteps receding]
289
00:22:26,247 --> 00:22:28,015
[Lucian] If I am to paint you...
290
00:22:28,783 --> 00:22:31,384
I need absolute commitment.
291
00:22:31,752 --> 00:22:34,055
I'm afraid nothing else will do.
292
00:22:35,256 --> 00:22:38,559
I always start at 7:00 pm.
293
00:22:41,729 --> 00:22:43,231
Yeah, well, it's been
a bit of a day today.
294
00:22:43,331 --> 00:22:44,665
Flying back and...
295
00:22:45,432 --> 00:22:48,636
I rang David, I left Berlin,
and here I am.
296
00:22:50,037 --> 00:22:51,906
I'm really supposed to be
getting ready for a shoot
297
00:22:52,006 --> 00:22:53,708
in San Paolo, so...
298
00:22:57,245 --> 00:22:58,646
Uh, David?
299
00:22:59,280 --> 00:23:04,118
Would you be so kind as to open
a bottle of Dom Perignon?
300
00:23:04,952 --> 00:23:08,455
I think perhaps that will be
a fitting start to our session.
301
00:23:08,990 --> 00:23:10,057
That'd be lovely.
302
00:23:11,893 --> 00:23:12,994
Oh.
303
00:23:15,395 --> 00:23:17,565
[wine pouring]
304
00:23:20,701 --> 00:23:22,870
-[glass clinking]
-[wine pouring]
305
00:23:25,039 --> 00:23:26,374
What was your day today?
306
00:23:26,741 --> 00:23:28,576
Oh, it was just a travel day.
307
00:23:29,610 --> 00:23:31,679
I'm not gonna lie,
I'm a little delicate.
308
00:23:32,280 --> 00:23:33,381
Exhausted?
309
00:23:33,781 --> 00:23:35,482
Yeah, you could say that.
310
00:23:35,583 --> 00:23:37,551
What happens in Berlin
stays in Berlin, eh?
311
00:23:37,852 --> 00:23:39,486
-[chuckles]
-[chuckles]
312
00:23:41,555 --> 00:23:43,057
[Lucian] Is it taxing?
313
00:23:44,225 --> 00:23:46,027
A little more chaotic than here.
314
00:23:48,062 --> 00:23:49,597
All eyes on me.
315
00:23:50,598 --> 00:23:53,601
-I can only imagine.
-[Kate sighs]
316
00:23:54,467 --> 00:23:56,203
I'm a runway show pony.
317
00:23:56,637 --> 00:23:57,872
Last week I was Greta Garbo,
318
00:23:57,972 --> 00:23:59,674
I don't know
who I'll be tomorrow.
319
00:24:00,440 --> 00:24:02,009
[Lucian] Come, shall we begin?
320
00:24:04,879 --> 00:24:07,949
It's the same bed
I painted Leigh Bowery on.
321
00:24:09,417 --> 00:24:10,985
Where would you like...
How should I sit?
322
00:24:11,085 --> 00:24:14,855
Oh, you can sit however
which way you feel comfortable.
323
00:24:15,189 --> 00:24:16,057
How about this?
324
00:24:17,692 --> 00:24:21,095
Perhaps move your left arm
further around.
325
00:24:22,697 --> 00:24:26,200
Oh yes, I like this.
Is that comfortable for you?
326
00:24:26,300 --> 00:24:28,468
[laughs] No.
327
00:24:28,569 --> 00:24:31,605
Why don't we try something
a little more natural?
328
00:24:31,706 --> 00:24:34,375
After all, we shall be here
rather longer
329
00:24:34,474 --> 00:24:36,210
than a fashion shoot, I imagine.
330
00:24:36,310 --> 00:24:38,446
That is so condescending.
331
00:24:38,546 --> 00:24:39,847
I built a bloody career
of fashion shoots
332
00:24:39,947 --> 00:24:42,516
for like 14 years now.
It's not easy.
333
00:24:42,616 --> 00:24:44,552
[sighs]
[exclaims]
334
00:24:47,722 --> 00:24:50,858
Perhaps you could place
your arm on this.
335
00:24:52,426 --> 00:24:54,261
-[stutters]
-Up here. Let me try.
336
00:24:55,429 --> 00:24:56,597
All right.
337
00:24:58,232 --> 00:24:59,300
Oh...
338
00:24:59,767 --> 00:25:02,436
-oh yes, this is much better.
-[Kate] Yeah?
339
00:25:02,536 --> 00:25:04,005
-[Lucian] Yes.
-Okay.
340
00:25:05,840 --> 00:25:08,209
[Lucian] Now I'd like to begin
with some charcoal.
341
00:25:09,243 --> 00:25:10,678
Uh, perhaps you could...
342
00:25:11,946 --> 00:25:13,014
Uh...
343
00:25:30,664 --> 00:25:31,999
[Kate] Actually, Lucian...
344
00:25:32,967 --> 00:25:35,269
I remember what you said
in the gallery...
345
00:25:35,803 --> 00:25:37,638
about truth and permanence.
346
00:25:38,973 --> 00:25:40,207
I don't want to hide anymore.
347
00:25:41,108 --> 00:25:41,942
[Lucian] I see.
348
00:25:42,910 --> 00:25:43,811
Just me.
349
00:25:46,147 --> 00:25:47,982
We can certainly try.
350
00:25:49,683 --> 00:25:52,820
I'd like you to feel
that you can be yourself.
351
00:25:54,121 --> 00:25:54,989
[Kate] I want to try.
352
00:25:56,525 --> 00:25:59,727
[soft music playing]
353
00:26:27,321 --> 00:26:30,124
[charcoal scratching]
354
00:26:45,005 --> 00:26:46,107
[chuckles]
355
00:26:59,353 --> 00:27:00,721
[Bella] So how did it go?
356
00:27:02,957 --> 00:27:04,758
[Kate] It was strange, but...
357
00:27:05,560 --> 00:27:06,660
good strange.
358
00:27:07,795 --> 00:27:09,396
He's quite intense, isn't he?
359
00:27:10,131 --> 00:27:10,998
Yeah.
360
00:27:13,801 --> 00:27:15,469
The house is just amazing.
361
00:27:15,570 --> 00:27:18,372
I mean, all of the artwork
on the walls is just crazy.
362
00:27:18,806 --> 00:27:20,207
Feels like another world.
363
00:27:20,808 --> 00:27:22,476
Must have been fun
growing up there.
364
00:27:22,810 --> 00:27:24,812
Well, Esther and I lived
with my mother.
365
00:27:25,614 --> 00:27:26,780
She was a bit of a...
366
00:27:27,616 --> 00:27:29,183
free spirit. [chuckles]
367
00:27:30,417 --> 00:27:31,252
Dad would just...
368
00:27:32,419 --> 00:27:34,255
turn up in his Bentley.
369
00:27:36,690 --> 00:27:38,959
I don't know,
it made us feel like he was
370
00:27:39,059 --> 00:27:41,262
breaking us out of prison.
371
00:27:41,530 --> 00:27:44,165
[chuckles] Liberation.
372
00:27:45,232 --> 00:27:47,201
How long were your parents
married?
373
00:27:47,301 --> 00:27:48,869
[Bella] Well, they were
never married.
374
00:27:48,969 --> 00:27:51,005
Dad was married twice, but...
375
00:27:52,740 --> 00:27:54,942
He had a lot of women
in his life.
376
00:27:56,310 --> 00:27:59,313
He seemed to like
getting women pregnant.
377
00:28:02,016 --> 00:28:05,252
Love is a very different thing
with Dad.
378
00:28:07,087 --> 00:28:10,758
He's totally unbound
by convention.
379
00:28:12,594 --> 00:28:14,261
He's got something about him.
380
00:28:15,696 --> 00:28:17,398
I like him. [chuckles]
381
00:28:18,933 --> 00:28:20,067
He's painting me nude.
382
00:28:20,768 --> 00:28:21,936
I wanted to.
383
00:28:24,004 --> 00:28:24,939
It's strange, I've been nude
384
00:28:25,039 --> 00:28:26,974
for thousands
of photo shoots, but...
385
00:28:29,009 --> 00:28:31,145
this just feels,
like, different.
386
00:28:32,046 --> 00:28:35,082
-[Bella] Hmm.
-[siren wailing]
387
00:28:36,150 --> 00:28:38,219
Oh, shit. Sorry, I've got to go.
388
00:28:38,786 --> 00:28:40,020
Oh, I've gotta go to the studio.
389
00:28:40,120 --> 00:28:41,255
You know what he's like
if you're late!
390
00:28:41,355 --> 00:28:42,691
Of course! You go.
391
00:28:43,290 --> 00:28:44,858
How long do you think
it will take?
392
00:28:44,959 --> 00:28:46,227
[Bella] Good question.
393
00:28:46,595 --> 00:28:48,329
Um, well, how big's the canvas?
394
00:28:49,263 --> 00:28:51,198
-Like that?
-[Bella] Oh, dear.
395
00:28:52,132 --> 00:28:55,069
That's quite a big one. Uh...
396
00:28:55,970 --> 00:28:57,771
I'd say several months...
397
00:28:58,305 --> 00:28:59,273
possibly a year.
398
00:29:00,007 --> 00:29:01,809
-What?
-Yeah. [chuckles]
399
00:29:02,042 --> 00:29:03,911
-Sorry.
-Oh my God.
400
00:29:04,011 --> 00:29:05,179
Okay, I'd better go
speed things up,
401
00:29:05,279 --> 00:29:06,814
-then.
-[Bella chuckles] Yeah.
402
00:29:07,915 --> 00:29:10,284
-Bye, babe.
-Bye. Have a good time.
403
00:29:10,384 --> 00:29:12,119
I will do.
I'll say, "hi" to your Dad.
404
00:29:12,219 --> 00:29:13,087
[chuckles] Yeah.
405
00:29:19,927 --> 00:29:21,328
[charcoal scratching]
406
00:29:43,417 --> 00:29:44,285
Lucian?
407
00:29:45,919 --> 00:29:48,922
[water rustling]
408
00:29:49,023 --> 00:29:52,459
[soft music playing]
409
00:29:53,662 --> 00:29:54,495
[Kate] Lucian?
410
00:30:00,735 --> 00:30:01,802
Lucian?
411
00:30:03,270 --> 00:30:04,171
Are you okay?
412
00:30:05,507 --> 00:30:06,473
Your elbow.
413
00:30:06,874 --> 00:30:09,410
-[chuckles] My elbow?
-Uh, this one.
414
00:30:09,778 --> 00:30:11,312
It needs to come down.
415
00:30:11,646 --> 00:30:13,581
Sorry, I thought that you
were...
416
00:30:13,682 --> 00:30:15,049
Please, move it down.
417
00:30:15,149 --> 00:30:16,917
-More?
-[Lucian] A... a little more.
418
00:30:17,652 --> 00:30:18,520
More.
419
00:30:31,432 --> 00:30:35,102
[dramatic music playing]
420
00:30:36,837 --> 00:30:39,373
[Kate sobs]
421
00:30:46,246 --> 00:30:47,114
[sniffles]
422
00:30:47,848 --> 00:30:48,982
I'm so sorry.
423
00:30:49,083 --> 00:30:50,984
I don't know
what's the matter with me.
424
00:30:55,022 --> 00:30:57,224
-I'm so embarrassed.
-[Lucian] It's okay.
425
00:30:58,626 --> 00:31:00,861
I can understand the fear
426
00:31:00,961 --> 00:31:04,031
one may have
exposing themselves.
427
00:31:04,131 --> 00:31:06,266
I've done it myself.
428
00:31:07,301 --> 00:31:09,203
No, I get that. I've spent
half my life naked
429
00:31:09,303 --> 00:31:10,705
in front of the camera.
Hey, do you mind
430
00:31:10,805 --> 00:31:13,941
-if I have another cigarette?
-I... no, I don't usually...
431
00:31:14,975 --> 00:31:16,243
Be my guest.
432
00:31:25,018 --> 00:31:26,086
I'm sorry.
433
00:31:28,656 --> 00:31:30,023
I just feel a bit weird.
434
00:31:44,739 --> 00:31:45,640
[scoffs]
435
00:31:46,608 --> 00:31:47,975
[chuckles]
436
00:31:48,543 --> 00:31:49,410
What?
437
00:31:51,345 --> 00:31:52,179
Lucian...
438
00:31:52,547 --> 00:31:54,381
I think maybe
you should get down now.
439
00:31:58,018 --> 00:31:59,219
[woman 2] Welcome back,
everyone.
440
00:31:59,453 --> 00:32:02,724
Especially to my guest
in the studio today, Kate Moss.
441
00:32:02,990 --> 00:32:04,191
[Kate] Thank you.
442
00:32:04,358 --> 00:32:06,126
[woman 2] Kate, I know you have
an extra special song
443
00:32:06,226 --> 00:32:07,529
you'd like us to play.
444
00:32:07,961 --> 00:32:09,396
Tell us a bit about it.
445
00:32:09,664 --> 00:32:11,432
[Kate] Um, "Madame George".
446
00:32:13,033 --> 00:32:15,402
It reminds me
of every happy moment.
447
00:32:15,503 --> 00:32:16,470
[chuckles]
448
00:32:16,838 --> 00:32:19,006
Holidays in Tuscany.
449
00:32:19,641 --> 00:32:21,008
Cypress Avenue.
450
00:32:21,743 --> 00:32:25,513
Summer days driving my car
through country lanes.
451
00:32:26,046 --> 00:32:27,849
-And the sun shining.
-["Madame George" playing]
452
00:32:27,948 --> 00:32:30,652
♪ Down on Cyprus Avenue ♪
453
00:32:33,387 --> 00:32:37,090
♪ With the childlike visions
Leaping into view ♪
454
00:32:40,260 --> 00:32:44,331
♪ Clicking and clacking
Of the high-heeled shoe ♪
455
00:32:47,501 --> 00:32:51,573
♪ Ford and Fitzroy
And Madame George ♪
456
00:32:56,644 --> 00:33:00,080
♪ Marching with
The soldier boy behind ♪
457
00:33:02,349 --> 00:33:06,320
♪ He's much older now
With hat on drinking wine ♪
458
00:33:09,456 --> 00:33:12,025
♪ And that smell
Of sweet perfume ♪
459
00:33:12,125 --> 00:33:13,528
♪ Comes drifting through ♪
460
00:33:16,631 --> 00:33:20,133
♪ All the cool night air
Like Shalimar ♪
461
00:33:25,239 --> 00:33:29,009
♪ And outside
They're making all the stops ♪
462
00:33:31,378 --> 00:33:35,517
♪ The kids out in the street
Collecting bottle tops ♪
463
00:33:38,385 --> 00:33:42,222
♪ Gone for cigarettes
And matches in the shops ♪
464
00:33:46,093 --> 00:33:49,162
♪ Happy taken Madame George ♪
465
00:33:52,199 --> 00:33:55,603
♪ Oh that's when you fall ♪
466
00:33:58,372 --> 00:34:00,240
♪ That's when you fall ♪
467
00:34:03,011 --> 00:34:04,244
Lucian.
468
00:34:05,713 --> 00:34:09,717
"When he has gone,
I'll have a word in his ear".
469
00:34:10,018 --> 00:34:15,590
"And say what I was about to say
at the meeting about to happen".
470
00:34:15,823 --> 00:34:17,926
"Which has now taken place".
471
00:34:18,292 --> 00:34:21,061
-"But he said nothing".
-"At the meeting
472
00:34:21,361 --> 00:34:23,063
about to take place".
473
00:34:23,865 --> 00:34:26,734
"It is only now that he turns...
474
00:34:27,501 --> 00:34:28,770
and smiles...
475
00:34:29,102 --> 00:34:30,470
and whispers...
476
00:34:31,673 --> 00:34:33,541
'I do not know...
477
00:34:34,207 --> 00:34:36,276
what will happen next'".
478
00:34:38,046 --> 00:34:39,112
[chuckles]
479
00:34:41,583 --> 00:34:43,551
There are schools
in South London, you know.
480
00:34:44,351 --> 00:34:45,285
Yes.
481
00:35:02,269 --> 00:35:04,639
How much did you know
about me before this?
482
00:35:05,105 --> 00:35:06,273
[Lucian] Not too much.
483
00:35:06,641 --> 00:35:09,443
Of course I'd seen
your photograph,
484
00:35:09,544 --> 00:35:12,145
uh, in the newspapers
and magazines.
485
00:35:14,481 --> 00:35:16,350
How do I measure up
in real life?
486
00:35:18,185 --> 00:35:21,623
Would you like to be an actress
perhaps one day?
487
00:35:22,023 --> 00:35:23,123
-[Kate] No.
-[chuckles]
488
00:35:23,223 --> 00:35:25,192
[chuckles] I wouldn't have
the patience
489
00:35:25,292 --> 00:35:27,260
to wait on set
all day in a trailer.
490
00:35:29,831 --> 00:35:30,732
It's funny.
491
00:35:32,132 --> 00:35:33,668
When I got started,
492
00:35:33,768 --> 00:35:37,237
I did this campaign
with this male model.
493
00:35:38,472 --> 00:35:41,509
Anyway, they obviously wanted me
to go topless with him.
494
00:35:43,410 --> 00:35:45,713
He was such an arsehole to me.
495
00:35:46,781 --> 00:35:47,849
You wouldn't believe.
496
00:35:50,852 --> 00:35:52,520
I was 17 years old.
497
00:35:53,320 --> 00:35:55,123
I was shy about my body.
498
00:35:56,724 --> 00:35:57,859
And I just took it.
499
00:35:59,794 --> 00:36:02,664
I stayed in bed
for like two weeks after.
500
00:36:03,230 --> 00:36:08,268
-[dramatic music playing]
-[Kate exhaling]
501
00:36:09,103 --> 00:36:10,705
I think that's why
502
00:36:10,972 --> 00:36:13,574
I have to play these roles
in front of the camera.
503
00:36:14,676 --> 00:36:17,377
I promised myself
I'd never feel like that again.
504
00:36:19,714 --> 00:36:22,349
I don't usually want people
to see the real me.
505
00:36:23,751 --> 00:36:26,253
To go inside,
that's precious, isn't it?
506
00:36:32,660 --> 00:36:35,495
Anyway, where did all this
interest in me come from?
507
00:36:35,930 --> 00:36:40,535
Uh, Bella told me
about the magazine article.
508
00:36:40,635 --> 00:36:42,637
-Was it ID? Tank?
-[Lucian stuttering]
509
00:36:42,737 --> 00:36:46,074
-No, I... I'm afraid I don't
know. -Don't worry.
510
00:36:46,174 --> 00:36:47,240
[chuckles]
511
00:36:47,909 --> 00:36:49,744
I once wrote an essay...
512
00:36:50,111 --> 00:36:52,345
for Encounters magazine.
513
00:36:52,613 --> 00:36:57,685
It turns out the magazine
was funded by the CIA.
514
00:36:58,119 --> 00:37:00,922
A literary riposte to the USSR.
515
00:37:01,022 --> 00:37:01,923
-[chuckles]
-[chuckles]
516
00:37:02,690 --> 00:37:04,525
[Lucian] Have you heard of it?
517
00:37:06,794 --> 00:37:10,765
Well, anyway, it's probably
quite hard to find a copy now.
518
00:37:15,302 --> 00:37:16,537
[Kate] Lucian.
519
00:37:17,705 --> 00:37:20,373
It's been going around
and around in my head.
520
00:37:21,976 --> 00:37:22,944
The first day...
521
00:37:24,411 --> 00:37:26,279
you sort of just froze.
522
00:37:28,983 --> 00:37:30,350
What were you thinking about?
523
00:37:32,120 --> 00:37:33,453
Was it about a woman?
524
00:37:34,021 --> 00:37:34,889
I...
525
00:37:36,224 --> 00:37:39,594
I tell you what,
I... I'm rather hungry.
526
00:37:39,827 --> 00:37:41,028
Hmm? How about you?
527
00:37:41,328 --> 00:37:42,429
I could eat.
528
00:37:43,231 --> 00:37:44,498
I do fancy a drink.
529
00:37:44,966 --> 00:37:46,067
[chuckles]
530
00:37:46,167 --> 00:37:47,835
Well, let's go to Origin.
531
00:37:47,935 --> 00:37:49,670
-Huh? Do you know it?
-[Kate] Yeah, of course.
532
00:37:49,771 --> 00:37:50,671
Oh.
533
00:37:50,938 --> 00:37:52,940
[Kate] I'll let my driver know.
He's just outside.
534
00:37:53,975 --> 00:37:56,343
I'd like to drive. Huh?
535
00:37:58,478 --> 00:38:01,616
["It Takes One to Know Me"
playing]
536
00:38:06,254 --> 00:38:08,321
[Kate] Yes, sir!
537
00:38:11,291 --> 00:38:15,428
♪ It's true
That I used to be crazy ♪
538
00:38:17,330 --> 00:38:21,636
♪ And harder to love
Than most men ♪
539
00:38:23,571 --> 00:38:30,011
♪ And the blood that ran
In these tired old hands ♪
540
00:38:30,111 --> 00:38:32,847
-♪ Was hotter and wilder ♪
-♪ Was hotter and wilder ♪
541
00:38:32,947 --> 00:38:34,916
- ♪ Back then ♪
- ♪ Back then ♪
542
00:38:36,083 --> 00:38:38,753
- ♪ And I don't feel as tall ♪
- ♪ And I don't feel as tall ♪
543
00:38:38,853 --> 00:38:41,055
- ♪ As I used to ♪
- ♪ As I used to ♪
544
00:38:42,957 --> 00:38:44,592
-♪ Maybe it's just ♪
-♪ Maybe it's just ♪
545
00:38:44,692 --> 00:38:47,494
-♪ That you've grown ♪
-♪ That I've grown ♪
546
00:38:48,629 --> 00:38:50,198
♪ You're the one ♪
547
00:38:50,531 --> 00:38:52,934
-Hey.
-Just two seconds!
548
00:38:53,034 --> 00:38:54,401
-Hey!
-[Kate chuckles]
549
00:38:54,902 --> 00:38:56,871
-♪ If I just couldn't ♪
-♪ If I just couldn't ♪
550
00:38:56,971 --> 00:38:59,406
-♪ Make it alone ♪
-♪ Make it alone ♪
551
00:39:01,474 --> 00:39:05,313
Let's go faster!
I want to go faster!
552
00:39:05,546 --> 00:39:09,517
Come on, who's driving this?
[exclaims]
553
00:39:09,617 --> 00:39:12,587
♪ I sang all the old songs ♪
554
00:39:13,855 --> 00:39:15,623
-[car horn honking]
-[Kate screams]
555
00:39:15,723 --> 00:39:18,993
♪ It takes one to know me ♪
556
00:39:20,962 --> 00:39:22,196
[laughs]
557
00:39:22,296 --> 00:39:25,398
♪ And you knew the one ♪
558
00:39:27,400 --> 00:39:30,470
[indistinct chatter]
559
00:39:31,072 --> 00:39:32,405
So...
560
00:39:33,440 --> 00:39:35,576
tell me about yourself, Lucian.
561
00:39:36,277 --> 00:39:37,511
Oh.
562
00:39:38,246 --> 00:39:40,615
[Kate] Oh, come on, Lucian.
563
00:39:41,015 --> 00:39:43,551
You're an interesting man.
I want to know.
564
00:39:45,820 --> 00:39:48,122
-You grew up in Germany.
-[Lucian] Mm-hmm.
565
00:39:49,857 --> 00:39:53,393
I was one of three boys.
My father was an architect.
566
00:39:53,794 --> 00:39:56,230
And your granddad
was Sigmund Freud!
567
00:39:56,330 --> 00:39:57,430
Ah, yes.
568
00:39:57,865 --> 00:40:02,435
But my family was a very typical
upper-middle-class family
569
00:40:02,536 --> 00:40:04,005
in the 1930s...
570
00:40:04,805 --> 00:40:07,575
who happened to be Jewish.
571
00:40:07,675 --> 00:40:09,977
-Oh my God.
-[Lucian] Yes, quite.
572
00:40:12,246 --> 00:40:13,514
What was it like?
573
00:40:13,614 --> 00:40:16,250
Oh, well,
when I was nine years old,
574
00:40:16,350 --> 00:40:18,686
we were very aware of the Nazis.
575
00:40:19,120 --> 00:40:22,455
There were swastikas everywhere,
for one thing.
576
00:40:23,157 --> 00:40:26,827
Some of my friends
were in the Hitler Youth.
577
00:40:28,062 --> 00:40:31,599
They would say, "Oh, we're just
going to a Nazi rally".
578
00:40:31,699 --> 00:40:33,734
And I would say, "Can I come"?
579
00:40:33,834 --> 00:40:35,970
And they would say,
"No, you can't".
580
00:40:36,469 --> 00:40:39,206
"But you're not
really missing anything".
581
00:40:39,307 --> 00:40:41,108
"We just sing songs".
582
00:40:42,310 --> 00:40:44,545
They made it sound so...
583
00:40:45,346 --> 00:40:46,647
ordinary.
584
00:40:46,914 --> 00:40:49,016
-That is crazy.
-[Lucian] Uh-huh.
585
00:40:51,686 --> 00:40:53,788
I photographed Hitler.
586
00:40:53,888 --> 00:40:55,089
You what?
587
00:40:56,524 --> 00:41:00,995
I was walking around Berlin
with my Governess...
588
00:41:03,698 --> 00:41:05,700
and there he was.
589
00:41:08,369 --> 00:41:11,539
He was really very small.
590
00:41:13,841 --> 00:41:17,745
Because of my grandfather,
we were able to come to England.
591
00:41:17,845 --> 00:41:20,414
-And ta-da!
-[chuckles]
592
00:41:20,514 --> 00:41:22,249
[Lucian] I've been here
ever since.
593
00:41:27,388 --> 00:41:29,590
-Do you take drugs?
-[Kate chuckles]
594
00:41:29,690 --> 00:41:33,294
-In my world? No, never.
-[chuckles]
595
00:41:33,761 --> 00:41:36,564
Do they help your creativity?
596
00:41:36,664 --> 00:41:38,899
Oh, more like
a bit of time off, really.
597
00:41:39,934 --> 00:41:42,970
All the photo shoots,
runways, fashion.
598
00:41:43,070 --> 00:41:44,238
The whole world.
599
00:41:44,538 --> 00:41:46,007
Sometimes I'm desperate
to get away
600
00:41:46,107 --> 00:41:48,009
and be normal
in a weird kind of way.
601
00:41:48,376 --> 00:41:49,543
[Lucian] Hmm.
602
00:41:50,778 --> 00:41:52,013
[Kate] What about you?
603
00:41:52,613 --> 00:41:53,781
Not anymore.
604
00:41:53,881 --> 00:41:57,785
When I was younger,
I spent time in Paris
605
00:41:57,885 --> 00:41:59,720
at the Hotel Lambert.
Do you know it?
606
00:41:59,820 --> 00:42:01,489
-Yeah, I've stayed there.
-[Lucian] Ah.
607
00:42:01,589 --> 00:42:04,458
Well, I was sort of taken
under the wing
608
00:42:04,558 --> 00:42:07,128
by some very interesting people.
609
00:42:07,228 --> 00:42:09,830
They introduced me to opium.
610
00:42:11,265 --> 00:42:12,600
Rather nice.
611
00:42:12,700 --> 00:42:16,637
But it's not something you want
to dance with too often.
612
00:42:20,674 --> 00:42:22,076
And you've been married?
613
00:42:26,047 --> 00:42:28,015
-[soft music playing]
-[Lucian] Yes.
614
00:42:31,052 --> 00:42:33,154
A long time ago.
615
00:42:39,126 --> 00:42:40,494
And how about you?
616
00:42:40,594 --> 00:42:44,198
I should think
you have an army of suitors, no?
617
00:42:46,700 --> 00:42:48,002
Lovers, maybe.
618
00:42:50,738 --> 00:42:53,774
Nobody's ever really
taken care of me.
619
00:42:57,311 --> 00:42:58,712
Someone did for a bit.
620
00:43:00,915 --> 00:43:02,950
That's what I missed
when he left me.
621
00:43:04,585 --> 00:43:06,220
Someone I could trust.
622
00:43:08,557 --> 00:43:09,957
Do you know what I mean?
623
00:43:12,293 --> 00:43:13,227
Look over there.
624
00:43:15,896 --> 00:43:16,897
[camera shutter clicking]
625
00:43:21,235 --> 00:43:25,306
-[upbeat music playing]
-[chuckles]
626
00:43:28,476 --> 00:43:29,877
[Lucian] How dare you!
627
00:43:31,612 --> 00:43:32,980
How dare you!
628
00:43:33,080 --> 00:43:34,982
-Fuck off!
-[waiter] Gentlemen!
629
00:43:35,082 --> 00:43:37,084
-Gentlemen! Please, No!
-[Lucian grunts]
630
00:43:37,485 --> 00:43:39,787
-[laughs]
-[waiter] Please!
631
00:43:40,788 --> 00:43:42,524
-Please!
-[Lucian grunts]
632
00:43:42,656 --> 00:43:44,458
["Ooh La La" playing]
633
00:43:44,559 --> 00:43:47,461
♪ I need la la la la la ♪
634
00:43:47,562 --> 00:43:50,064
♪ I need ooo la la la la ♪
635
00:43:51,031 --> 00:43:54,001
♪ I need la la la la la ♪
636
00:43:54,101 --> 00:43:57,404
♪ I need ooo la la la la ♪
637
00:43:57,506 --> 00:44:00,575
♪ I need la la la la la ♪
638
00:44:00,674 --> 00:44:03,844
♪ I need ooo la la la la ♪
639
00:44:03,944 --> 00:44:07,549
♪ I need la la la la la ♪
640
00:44:07,648 --> 00:44:10,384
♪ I need ooo la la la la ♪
641
00:44:10,484 --> 00:44:11,352
[camera shutters clicking]
642
00:44:17,825 --> 00:44:20,895
[soft music playing]
643
00:44:30,070 --> 00:44:32,873
I'm quite pleased
with the progress.
644
00:44:33,207 --> 00:44:35,476
It's coming along in a sort
of...
645
00:44:35,910 --> 00:44:37,912
overall kind of way.
646
00:44:40,848 --> 00:44:44,084
-[Kate yawns]
-[Lucian] Oh, you tired?
647
00:44:45,753 --> 00:44:46,954
Yeah, a little.
648
00:44:47,522 --> 00:44:49,524
I've got a shoot tomorrow
for Dazed.
649
00:44:49,957 --> 00:44:52,259
-[Lucian] Dazed?
-[chuckles] Sorry.
650
00:44:53,327 --> 00:44:54,629
Dazed and Confused is like
651
00:44:54,728 --> 00:44:57,097
the coolest fashion magazine
at the moment.
652
00:44:58,799 --> 00:45:01,302
It's okay, it's just
an editorial, so don't worry.
653
00:45:02,903 --> 00:45:04,205
Uh, it's late.
654
00:45:04,305 --> 00:45:06,207
You should probably
get some rest.
655
00:45:18,786 --> 00:45:21,989
Oh, I was curious
about those tattoos.
656
00:45:23,525 --> 00:45:24,491
Oh, yeah?
657
00:45:25,560 --> 00:45:27,294
Got those ages ago.
658
00:45:28,095 --> 00:45:31,832
[Lucian] I used to do tattoos
when I was in the Merchant Navy.
659
00:45:32,266 --> 00:45:33,133
Did you?
660
00:45:33,602 --> 00:45:34,802
[Lucian] Yes.
661
00:45:35,502 --> 00:45:38,673
When I was 19... [chuckles]
...they were like,
662
00:45:38,772 --> 00:45:41,342
"Oi, Lu,
you're a fucking artist,
663
00:45:41,442 --> 00:45:42,810
come and give us a tattoo".
664
00:45:42,910 --> 00:45:43,978
-[chuckles]
-[chuckles]
665
00:45:44,078 --> 00:45:46,080
[Lucian] I'd see
what they wanted.
666
00:45:46,180 --> 00:45:48,617
-Birds, love hearts.
-How do you do it?
667
00:45:48,717 --> 00:45:53,320
[Lucian] You make the drawing,
rub it until a scab forms,
668
00:45:53,420 --> 00:45:56,625
and then you prick the ink
into the wound.
669
00:45:56,725 --> 00:45:59,026
It's... it's very primitive.
670
00:46:02,763 --> 00:46:04,566
Could you give me a tattoo?
671
00:46:05,032 --> 00:46:06,635
[Lucian] Oh, they hurt a little.
672
00:46:06,735 --> 00:46:07,901
[Kate] Hmm.
673
00:46:08,435 --> 00:46:09,270
[chuckles]
674
00:46:12,006 --> 00:46:13,575
We're getting closer now?
675
00:46:13,807 --> 00:46:15,342
Ah, no.
676
00:46:15,644 --> 00:46:18,412
No, I still feel
it's somewhere off.
677
00:46:18,513 --> 00:46:20,749
Closer, perhaps.
678
00:46:20,848 --> 00:46:23,685
But I'm pleased with the eyes.
679
00:46:24,184 --> 00:46:27,454
And I'm beginning to think
about the background.
680
00:46:29,423 --> 00:46:31,191
[Kate] Can't you do those bits
without me?
681
00:46:32,092 --> 00:46:34,128
I mean, if I had to go away.
682
00:46:34,596 --> 00:46:38,332
No, no, no, no, no.
That won't do, I need you here.
683
00:46:38,733 --> 00:46:41,335
I absolutely need you here
684
00:46:41,603 --> 00:46:45,540
to see how your aura changes
the bed, the sheets,
685
00:46:45,640 --> 00:46:47,207
the colour of the walls.
686
00:46:48,008 --> 00:46:49,511
I didn't know.
687
00:46:49,943 --> 00:46:52,279
[Lucian] And when I'm painting
the background,
688
00:46:52,379 --> 00:46:55,650
it is allowing me
to see you better.
689
00:46:56,450 --> 00:47:00,220
The way your head is connected
to your body...
690
00:47:00,689 --> 00:47:02,089
its contours.
691
00:47:05,893 --> 00:47:08,295
You know, if we spend
any more time together...
692
00:47:08,962 --> 00:47:10,532
people will talk.
693
00:47:12,299 --> 00:47:15,135
I like to have
the models around.
694
00:47:15,903 --> 00:47:18,540
They change the atmosphere
with their presence.
695
00:47:19,741 --> 00:47:21,942
The same way that saints do.
696
00:47:23,545 --> 00:47:28,215
Uh, can I offer you a glass
of champagne before you leave?
697
00:47:28,817 --> 00:47:30,384
Oh, no, I can't.
698
00:47:30,918 --> 00:47:32,520
I've got someone waiting for me.
699
00:47:34,121 --> 00:47:37,559
Uh, another hopeful, I expect.
700
00:47:42,963 --> 00:47:44,131
Lucian.
701
00:47:44,865 --> 00:47:46,367
I meant to say...
702
00:47:47,401 --> 00:47:49,804
-it's my birthday coming up...
-[Lucian] Hmm.
703
00:47:49,903 --> 00:47:51,872
...and I'm having
a little shindig.
704
00:47:52,973 --> 00:47:54,576
Do you fancy coming along?
705
00:47:56,877 --> 00:47:58,345
[Lucian] I would like that.
706
00:47:59,113 --> 00:48:00,347
I would like that...
707
00:48:00,881 --> 00:48:02,015
very much.
708
00:48:04,719 --> 00:48:09,591
[soft music playing]
709
00:48:19,466 --> 00:48:21,435
[car engine revving]
710
00:48:30,210 --> 00:48:31,912
-[Jefferson] Oh, uh.
-[Kate] Is it on?
711
00:48:32,312 --> 00:48:35,416
-Oh... [chuckles] ...let me
just... -Hang on a second.
712
00:48:38,887 --> 00:48:39,987
[glass clinking]
713
00:48:41,121 --> 00:48:42,256
[Kate] Go on.
714
00:48:42,356 --> 00:48:44,091
-Okay? Yeah?
-[Kate] Mm-hmm.
715
00:48:46,093 --> 00:48:47,995
Right, and that's recording.
716
00:48:51,031 --> 00:48:52,700
So, um...
717
00:48:53,333 --> 00:48:54,168
[Kate] Oh.
718
00:48:54,769 --> 00:48:56,303
I hate these things.
719
00:48:57,806 --> 00:48:58,972
[Jefferson] It's fine.
720
00:49:04,378 --> 00:49:05,245
Okay.
721
00:49:05,847 --> 00:49:06,714
Okay.
722
00:49:10,718 --> 00:49:11,686
We'll do it this way.
723
00:49:13,487 --> 00:49:14,889
Favourite colour.
724
00:49:14,988 --> 00:49:16,223
-What?
-[Jefferson] Come on.
725
00:49:17,792 --> 00:49:19,627
-Black.
-Good. Okay.
726
00:49:20,895 --> 00:49:22,029
Favourite band.
727
00:49:25,299 --> 00:49:28,035
I don't know.
There's been so many.
728
00:49:29,336 --> 00:49:31,438
-Bowie.
-What car do you drive?
729
00:49:31,706 --> 00:49:32,907
A Roadster.
730
00:49:33,006 --> 00:49:35,342
And what perfume
are you wearing right now?
731
00:49:36,578 --> 00:49:38,680
-Now?
-Yeah, it's bloody amazing.
732
00:49:40,882 --> 00:49:44,184
-Serge Lutens Fleur D'Oranger.
-Oh.
733
00:49:44,719 --> 00:49:46,119
Si magnifique.
734
00:49:46,420 --> 00:49:48,288
[chuckles]
735
00:49:49,423 --> 00:49:50,290
Okay.
736
00:49:51,860 --> 00:49:53,060
Here's one for you.
737
00:49:55,262 --> 00:49:56,931
Some people out there...
738
00:49:57,632 --> 00:50:00,267
might say that you're just
a party girl.
739
00:50:00,668 --> 00:50:01,769
[Kate] And they'd be wrong.
740
00:50:03,505 --> 00:50:06,674
I've been doing this since
I was 14 years old, Jefferson.
741
00:50:07,742 --> 00:50:09,443
I worked bloody hard.
742
00:50:10,645 --> 00:50:14,582
Hotel after hotel, castings,
hours and hours shooting.
743
00:50:16,450 --> 00:50:18,085
Don't get me wrong, I love it.
744
00:50:18,887 --> 00:50:20,655
I got lucky, but...
745
00:50:21,121 --> 00:50:22,456
I mean, bloody hell,
I have grafted
746
00:50:22,557 --> 00:50:25,292
and got far out
of my comfort zone to be here.
747
00:50:26,493 --> 00:50:27,394
I believe you.
748
00:50:29,329 --> 00:50:32,266
So do you see yourself
as an artist?
749
00:50:33,701 --> 00:50:35,269
Or as a muse?
750
00:50:36,771 --> 00:50:38,171
Good question.
751
00:50:42,844 --> 00:50:43,811
Both, really.
752
00:50:46,413 --> 00:50:49,717
I turn up and I do
what I'm told, usually.
753
00:50:50,250 --> 00:50:52,687
-[Jefferson] Wow.
-But it's an intuitive thing,
754
00:50:52,787 --> 00:50:54,354
between me and the photographer.
755
00:50:54,454 --> 00:50:55,890
[Jefferson]
Like a collaboration?
756
00:50:55,990 --> 00:50:57,357
-Sort of.
-[Jefferson] Yeah.
757
00:51:00,193 --> 00:51:01,930
I mean, I bring my...
758
00:51:02,462 --> 00:51:04,331
perspective to whatever it is.
759
00:51:06,233 --> 00:51:08,101
And then it's me, obviously.
760
00:51:11,039 --> 00:51:12,105
That's what I bring.
761
00:51:13,875 --> 00:51:16,109
I'm not giving it away for free.
762
00:51:16,544 --> 00:51:17,645
[chuckles]
763
00:51:20,247 --> 00:51:21,716
My mother said...
764
00:51:22,282 --> 00:51:24,318
you can't have fun all the time.
765
00:51:25,085 --> 00:51:26,621
And I said, why not?
766
00:51:27,421 --> 00:51:30,024
Why the fuck can't I have fun
all the time?
767
00:51:30,558 --> 00:51:32,459
-[chuckles]
-[chuckles]
768
00:51:32,560 --> 00:51:34,662
It's only fashion,
for fuck's sake.
769
00:51:38,766 --> 00:51:39,667
Yeah, but...
770
00:51:41,335 --> 00:51:43,270
I mean,
it can take its toll, can't it?
771
00:51:44,572 --> 00:51:45,439
This life.
772
00:51:47,742 --> 00:51:48,710
It can be lonely.
773
00:51:52,580 --> 00:51:53,581
I suppose so.
774
00:51:55,683 --> 00:51:56,884
There have been
a lot of different men
775
00:51:56,985 --> 00:51:58,452
mentioned in your life recently.
776
00:51:59,486 --> 00:52:02,222
But there's not one
permanent relationship.
777
00:52:08,796 --> 00:52:11,666
Is there no one out there
good enough for you?
778
00:52:15,570 --> 00:52:21,408
-[soft music playing]
-[match scratching]
779
00:52:39,861 --> 00:52:43,163
[birds chirping]
780
00:52:49,137 --> 00:52:50,437
[Kate] Lucian?
781
00:52:50,972 --> 00:52:52,239
Oh, Kate!
782
00:52:52,607 --> 00:52:55,576
I... I was just having a pause.
783
00:52:55,677 --> 00:52:58,846
[chuckles] I didn't think
we were seeing each other
784
00:52:58,946 --> 00:53:00,380
till Wednesday evening.
785
00:53:00,782 --> 00:53:03,584
-Can I get you a drink?
-Yeah. But...
786
00:53:04,384 --> 00:53:06,020
Do you remember what
we spoke about a while back?
787
00:53:06,120 --> 00:53:07,187
In Origin?
788
00:53:08,022 --> 00:53:09,991
We talked about many things.
789
00:53:10,091 --> 00:53:13,161
Which I must say,
I enjoyed immensely.
790
00:53:13,260 --> 00:53:14,696
Me too, but...
791
00:53:15,295 --> 00:53:16,430
remember...
792
00:53:17,065 --> 00:53:18,666
about the opium?
793
00:53:19,033 --> 00:53:22,402
Oh, yes, I remember.
794
00:53:23,203 --> 00:53:24,672
Got it!
795
00:53:25,173 --> 00:53:27,474
Oh, I'd rather forgotten
that part.
796
00:53:27,575 --> 00:53:28,408
Uh.
797
00:53:28,509 --> 00:53:30,745
Come on, Actaeon.
Let's have some fun.
798
00:53:30,845 --> 00:53:31,813
Actaeon.
799
00:53:32,212 --> 00:53:34,481
Actaeon. [screams]
800
00:53:34,582 --> 00:53:37,284
-[chuckles]
-Come on! [chuckles]
801
00:53:37,785 --> 00:53:42,690
-[dog barking]
-[soft music playing]
802
00:53:43,791 --> 00:53:46,259
[Lucian]
I've been married twice.
803
00:53:48,062 --> 00:53:49,597
[chuckles]
804
00:53:53,735 --> 00:53:57,939
The second time, I married
Lady Caroline Blackwood.
805
00:53:59,774 --> 00:54:04,045
I began courting her
in the early fifties,
806
00:54:04,377 --> 00:54:07,048
when I was doing the deb scene.
807
00:54:07,515 --> 00:54:11,351
[chuckles] I was still married
to my first wife.
808
00:54:11,853 --> 00:54:14,354
-A Lady?
-Yes.
809
00:54:15,123 --> 00:54:17,390
She was the eldest daughter...
810
00:54:17,892 --> 00:54:22,563
of the Dowager Marchioness
of Dufferin and Ava...
811
00:54:23,164 --> 00:54:24,832
Maureen Guinness.
812
00:54:28,770 --> 00:54:32,707
I was struck by Caroline.
Very much so.
813
00:54:33,241 --> 00:54:35,777
She wore a mismatch of
clothes...
814
00:54:36,309 --> 00:54:40,081
lipstick impulsively applied.
815
00:54:40,882 --> 00:54:44,652
She smoked constantly,
about a hundred a day.
816
00:54:45,052 --> 00:54:47,454
She... she practically smoked
in her sleep.
817
00:54:47,555 --> 00:54:49,456
-[chuckles]
-[Kate chuckles]
818
00:54:49,724 --> 00:54:54,028
[Lucian] So much so,
her nostrils were tinged black.
819
00:54:55,730 --> 00:55:00,034
I found
that completely captivating.
820
00:55:02,837 --> 00:55:06,607
She had
this kind of recklessness ...
821
00:55:07,208 --> 00:55:12,713
complete abandon in a way
that was not self-conscious,
822
00:55:12,814 --> 00:55:18,019
but merged into a sort
of self-centeredness.
823
00:55:20,855 --> 00:55:25,560
It was there in everything
she did, in her appearance,
824
00:55:25,660 --> 00:55:27,962
the way she carried herself.
825
00:55:28,495 --> 00:55:30,865
She would do crazy things,
826
00:55:31,098 --> 00:55:35,536
like leave Picasso drawings
in the airport.
827
00:55:36,103 --> 00:55:40,875
I have to say,
I found it quite intoxicating.
828
00:55:43,644 --> 00:55:45,780
But her mother... [chuckles]
829
00:55:46,681 --> 00:55:49,016
...she thought I was ridiculous.
830
00:55:49,750 --> 00:55:53,120
Married, a painter, a spiv...
831
00:55:53,621 --> 00:55:56,090
which I sort of was at the
time...
832
00:55:56,924 --> 00:55:58,458
and Jewish.
833
00:56:01,494 --> 00:56:05,432
I suppose she had
different aspirations to me.
834
00:56:05,533 --> 00:56:07,001
-[shushes]
-[Kate grunts]
835
00:56:08,569 --> 00:56:11,906
[Lucian] Caroline was eligible,
but not available.
836
00:56:14,909 --> 00:56:19,080
Her mother tried her hardest
to split us apart.
837
00:56:19,513 --> 00:56:23,450
She sent reporters
to investigate my private life,
838
00:56:23,551 --> 00:56:26,419
snooping around
outside my house.
839
00:56:26,921 --> 00:56:32,126
She even tried to find a person
to assassinate me.
840
00:56:32,827 --> 00:56:33,761
Really?
841
00:56:36,030 --> 00:56:40,467
[Lucian] She sent Caroline
to Spain, so I went to find her.
842
00:56:43,204 --> 00:56:47,508
I only knew the house number,
but not the street name.
843
00:57:02,657 --> 00:57:07,795
[soft music playing]
844
00:57:15,836 --> 00:57:16,971
[Kate] Did you have children?
845
00:57:18,539 --> 00:57:19,573
[Lucian] No.
846
00:57:20,241 --> 00:57:23,377
She said the stress
from our relationship...
847
00:57:23,644 --> 00:57:27,915
caused her ovaries
to cease functioning correctly.
848
00:57:31,719 --> 00:57:33,054
[Kate] She loved you.
849
00:57:36,657 --> 00:57:37,725
[Lucian] Yes.
850
00:57:40,962 --> 00:57:43,764
But, in many respects
I'm not surprised.
851
00:57:44,999 --> 00:57:48,235
I couldn't say
I was particularly faithful.
852
00:57:50,738 --> 00:57:52,206
But you continued to paint.
853
00:57:53,774 --> 00:57:54,642
I tried.
854
00:57:56,010 --> 00:58:00,281
The awful thing was, I found
that this obsession, Caroline,
855
00:58:00,381 --> 00:58:02,216
prevented me from working.
856
00:58:05,319 --> 00:58:07,621
I lost time.
857
00:58:09,123 --> 00:58:11,826
And the notion of time.
858
00:58:19,633 --> 00:58:23,571
[piano music playing]
859
00:58:30,444 --> 00:58:34,615
♪ When we are up high ♪
860
00:58:35,316 --> 00:58:39,020
♪ I will remember you ♪
861
00:58:39,120 --> 00:58:41,622
♪ The sound ♪
862
00:58:41,722 --> 00:58:44,191
Hiya.
I'm looking for a magazine.
863
00:58:45,693 --> 00:58:47,795
You'll find fashion
on the second floor.
864
00:58:52,533 --> 00:58:53,834
Actually...
865
00:58:55,036 --> 00:58:58,005
I'm looking for a magazine
called Encounters,
866
00:58:58,272 --> 00:59:00,708
a July 1954 edition.
867
00:59:01,909 --> 00:59:07,081
Did you know the magazine
was financed by the CIA?
868
00:59:07,915 --> 00:59:09,717
[man 2] Righto, this way?
869
00:59:13,387 --> 00:59:17,224
♪ The smell of magnolia ♪
870
00:59:18,292 --> 00:59:22,797
♪ In full moon ♪
871
00:59:25,534 --> 00:59:32,440
♪ And when we are apart ♪
872
00:59:32,807 --> 00:59:38,979
♪ I will be wishing
On starlight ♪
873
00:59:39,080 --> 00:59:42,683
-[machine beeping]
-[Kate] Hiya, Lucian, it's Kate.
874
00:59:42,783 --> 00:59:45,853
[chuckles]
It's my birthday party later,
875
00:59:45,953 --> 00:59:48,255
we're going to celebrate.
I hope you're coming.
876
00:59:48,756 --> 00:59:50,858
Make sure you look beautiful.
877
00:59:51,158 --> 00:59:56,597
And damned. [chuckles]
Okay, bye. Bye-bye.
878
00:59:56,697 --> 00:59:58,666
♪ Forever ♪
879
00:59:59,534 --> 01:00:06,207
♪ You'll be in my heart ♪
880
01:00:08,242 --> 01:00:10,344
-[indistinct chatter]
-[upbeat music playing]
881
01:00:10,444 --> 01:00:12,413
[Kate] We were on opium.
882
01:00:13,280 --> 01:00:16,617
And we were just talking away
and I asked, cheekily,
883
01:00:16,717 --> 01:00:17,985
"Can I have
one of your paintings"?
884
01:00:18,085 --> 01:00:21,322
-"Can you do me a deal"?
-[Bella laughing]
885
01:00:22,223 --> 01:00:23,724
And he thought about it
for a bit.
886
01:00:23,824 --> 01:00:26,561
And he said, "Let me ask
my dealer, see what he can do".
887
01:00:26,927 --> 01:00:28,929
I said, "All right then".
888
01:00:29,396 --> 01:00:32,099
I'm sitting on the floor.
Phone starts ringing.
889
01:00:32,199 --> 01:00:33,200
Dealer answers.
890
01:00:33,300 --> 01:00:34,969
-William.
-Yes, William.
891
01:00:35,069 --> 01:00:37,872
And I said,
"Hi, it's Kate Moss here".
892
01:00:37,972 --> 01:00:39,773
"I'm wondering if you can
do me a mate's rates
893
01:00:39,874 --> 01:00:41,475
on a Lucian Freud".
894
01:00:41,576 --> 01:00:44,245
It went quiet for a second.
895
01:00:44,613 --> 01:00:45,880
And then he said...
896
01:00:46,581 --> 01:00:51,252
"Kate, I'm afraid
I don't do mate's rates".
897
01:00:52,920 --> 01:00:56,724
It was so funny.
He's such a laugh, very naughty!
898
01:00:56,824 --> 01:00:59,226
-[Bella] He is!
-[Kate] Hmm.
899
01:00:59,927 --> 01:01:01,095
Come on, let's go over here.
900
01:01:03,230 --> 01:01:04,131
Hi.
901
01:01:05,534 --> 01:01:06,667
How are you?
902
01:01:10,137 --> 01:01:13,575
It's so good being there.
It's so calm.
903
01:01:13,674 --> 01:01:14,875
It feels like the first time
I've been able
904
01:01:14,975 --> 01:01:17,745
-to think straight in years.
-That's so nice.
905
01:01:19,079 --> 01:01:21,148
You're looking
really well, Kate.
906
01:01:22,349 --> 01:01:23,751
It's your dad's discipline.
907
01:01:23,984 --> 01:01:25,719
He knows how to get
what he wants.
908
01:01:25,819 --> 01:01:27,688
He's always been like that.
909
01:01:28,255 --> 01:01:29,924
[Kate] I don't know
how he does it.
910
01:01:30,191 --> 01:01:31,660
Every single day.
911
01:01:32,561 --> 01:01:33,694
But I like it.
912
01:01:34,428 --> 01:01:35,396
It makes you think.
913
01:01:36,430 --> 01:01:39,166
Think a bit more laterally.
914
01:01:39,266 --> 01:01:42,336
-[chuckles]
-I've got the same thing.
915
01:01:43,771 --> 01:01:46,407
-Definitely inherited.
-I bet.
916
01:01:47,808 --> 01:01:49,009
He should be here soon.
917
01:01:49,376 --> 01:01:51,312
Is he? [chuckles]
918
01:01:51,912 --> 01:01:53,615
I couldn't leave him
alone inside, could I?
919
01:01:53,714 --> 01:01:56,717
Oh, he'll love it.
That's wonderful, yeah.
920
01:01:58,118 --> 01:02:01,021
You know, I thought
three full evenings a week
921
01:02:01,121 --> 01:02:02,723
would be enough for you, but...
922
01:02:04,225 --> 01:02:06,493
I'm really impressed
by your dedication, Kate.
923
01:02:13,067 --> 01:02:14,101
Lucian!
924
01:02:15,069 --> 01:02:16,136
Lucian!
925
01:02:16,237 --> 01:02:20,441
-Oh! Happy birthday.
-Thank you.
926
01:02:21,942 --> 01:02:24,178
Hi Dad. It's nice to see you.
927
01:02:24,912 --> 01:02:26,715
Yeah. And you too.
928
01:02:27,014 --> 01:02:29,817
-[Kate] Are you ready to party?
-Yeah. Quite.
929
01:02:30,251 --> 01:02:34,221
I... I must confess that I've
had one or two glasses
930
01:02:34,321 --> 01:02:36,423
-of champagne already.
-[exclaims]
931
01:02:36,524 --> 01:02:39,927
The... the problem is, I can't
remember which one it was.
932
01:02:40,027 --> 01:02:42,496
-[Kate chuckles]
-Well, Kate's been telling me
933
01:02:42,597 --> 01:02:43,964
about the portrait.
934
01:02:44,599 --> 01:02:45,700
Oh.
935
01:02:45,799 --> 01:02:47,636
Sounds like
it's going really well.
936
01:02:48,202 --> 01:02:50,204
Uh, yes,
I'm quite pleased with it.
937
01:02:50,304 --> 01:02:53,807
She has the kind of physicality
that I understand.
938
01:02:54,441 --> 01:02:58,879
And she's currently only running
seven or eight minutes late
939
01:02:58,979 --> 01:02:59,980
for each session.
940
01:03:00,080 --> 01:03:02,016
-Oh, Lucian.
-Yes.
941
01:03:02,116 --> 01:03:04,619
[chuckles] Wait, there's
someone here I want you to meet.
942
01:03:04,719 --> 01:03:06,186
-Yes.
-Come with us, Bella.
943
01:03:06,287 --> 01:03:07,421
No, no, you go.
944
01:03:07,522 --> 01:03:10,324
-[Kate] Oh, are you sure?
-Yeah, it's fine, go.
945
01:03:10,759 --> 01:03:11,925
[Kate] Okay.
946
01:03:14,928 --> 01:03:19,500
-[indistinct chatter]
-[upbeat music playing]
947
01:03:26,073 --> 01:03:29,176
So fun. I love it.
948
01:03:37,184 --> 01:03:38,419
Yeah, yeah. I'm coming.
949
01:03:38,520 --> 01:03:39,420
-Where?
-[Kate] Gotta go.
950
01:03:39,521 --> 01:03:41,855
Two minutes, two minutes,
I'll be right back.
951
01:03:42,456 --> 01:03:44,892
-What are you doing?
-I know where you're going.
952
01:03:44,992 --> 01:03:46,761
To see that person.
953
01:03:46,860 --> 01:03:48,128
And that's for you to decide,
is it?
954
01:03:48,228 --> 01:03:50,297
-I--
-No, no, it's not.
955
01:03:50,699 --> 01:03:52,366
-[stutters]
-[Jefferson] Kate.
956
01:03:53,167 --> 01:03:54,468
-[Jefferson] Happy birthday.
-[Kate] Hiya. Oh.
957
01:03:54,569 --> 01:03:56,904
-[Jefferson] Hi.
-[Kate] I'm so glad you're here.
958
01:03:58,272 --> 01:04:01,008
-Um, this is Lucian.
-[Jefferson] Hi.
959
01:04:01,108 --> 01:04:02,910
Lucian, this is Jefferson.
960
01:04:03,010 --> 01:04:05,379
He's the editor
of Dazed and Confused.
961
01:04:05,879 --> 01:04:09,116
Very nice to meet you,
uh, Jefferson.
962
01:04:09,216 --> 01:04:11,452
You too, Lucian,
I'm a... I'm a big fan.
963
01:04:11,553 --> 01:04:12,453
Uh.
964
01:04:13,588 --> 01:04:15,923
Uh, Kate, um,
there are some friends with me
965
01:04:16,023 --> 01:04:18,325
that I'd... I'd like you to
meet.
966
01:04:18,793 --> 01:04:19,927
-Come with?
-[Kate] Yeah.
967
01:04:20,394 --> 01:04:23,364
-I'll see you later.
-What? Yeah, yeah. Go, go, go.
968
01:04:39,848 --> 01:04:43,283
["Another Chance" playing]
969
01:04:46,954 --> 01:04:51,492
♪ If I had
Another chance tonight ♪
970
01:04:54,529 --> 01:04:58,499
♪ I'd try to tell you
That the things ♪
971
01:04:58,600 --> 01:05:01,034
♪ We had were right ♪
972
01:05:01,536 --> 01:05:06,574
♪ If I had
Another chance tonight ♪
973
01:05:09,109 --> 01:05:14,114
♪ If I had
Another chance tonight ♪
974
01:05:31,265 --> 01:05:36,069
♪ If I had
Another chance tonight ♪
975
01:05:38,606 --> 01:05:42,777
♪ I'd try to tell you
That the things ♪
976
01:05:42,877 --> 01:05:45,647
♪ We had were right ♪
977
01:05:46,113 --> 01:05:51,118
♪ If I had
Another chance tonight ♪
978
01:05:53,420 --> 01:05:58,726
♪ If I had
Another chance tonight ♪
979
01:06:01,295 --> 01:06:04,933
♪ I'd try to tell you
That the things ♪
980
01:06:05,032 --> 01:06:08,168
♪ We had were right ♪
981
01:06:08,268 --> 01:06:13,207
♪ If I had
Another chance tonight ♪
982
01:06:16,043 --> 01:06:19,747
♪ I'd try to tell you
That the things ♪
983
01:06:19,848 --> 01:06:22,817
♪ We had were right ♪
984
01:06:22,917 --> 01:06:27,555
♪ If I had
Another chance tonight ♪
985
01:06:35,362 --> 01:06:39,299
-[birds chirping]
-[soft music playing]
986
01:07:20,708 --> 01:07:23,678
[Lucian] The painter's obsession
with his subject...
987
01:07:24,012 --> 01:07:27,247
is all he needs
to drive him to work.
988
01:07:28,783 --> 01:07:32,286
People are driven towards
making works about
989
01:07:32,386 --> 01:07:36,490
not by familiarity with
the process by which it is
done...
990
01:07:37,257 --> 01:07:41,161
but by a necessity
to communicate their feelings
991
01:07:41,261 --> 01:07:43,497
about the object
of their choice ...
992
01:07:44,064 --> 01:07:46,868
with such intensity
that these feelings
993
01:07:46,968 --> 01:07:48,402
become infectious.
994
01:07:51,706 --> 01:07:56,243
Yet, the painter needs
to put himself at a certain
995
01:07:56,343 --> 01:07:58,813
emotional distance
from the subject ...
996
01:07:59,212 --> 01:08:02,449
in order to allow it to speak.
997
01:08:04,519 --> 01:08:08,890
He may smother it if he lets
his passion for it overwhelm him
998
01:08:09,289 --> 01:08:11,826
while he is
in the act of painting.
999
01:08:15,697 --> 01:08:16,631
[screams]
1000
01:08:25,640 --> 01:08:26,507
[sighs]
1001
01:08:36,116 --> 01:08:38,485
-[chuckles]
-[Jefferson] What are you doing?
1002
01:08:39,687 --> 01:08:40,555
Budge up.
1003
01:08:50,565 --> 01:08:51,431
You okay?
1004
01:08:53,067 --> 01:08:54,134
Hmm?
1005
01:08:54,501 --> 01:08:55,369
Yeah.
1006
01:08:58,006 --> 01:08:59,040
I've ah...
1007
01:08:59,339 --> 01:09:01,509
got to go back into town
this afternoon.
1008
01:09:02,175 --> 01:09:03,778
There's a problem
with one of the shoots.
1009
01:09:04,612 --> 01:09:05,580
You go, babe.
1010
01:09:06,514 --> 01:09:07,381
You sure?
1011
01:09:08,916 --> 01:09:11,184
It's just, uh... [sighs]
1012
01:09:11,586 --> 01:09:13,788
...Weatherall's having
a bit of a do later.
1013
01:09:14,756 --> 01:09:15,690
Should be a good one.
1014
01:09:16,958 --> 01:09:18,059
Oh, yeah.
1015
01:09:18,492 --> 01:09:20,227
You don't fancy coming along?
1016
01:09:26,400 --> 01:09:29,771
I haven't drunk a single drop
in 38 days.
1017
01:09:30,470 --> 01:09:31,171
Jesus.
1018
01:09:31,271 --> 01:09:33,074
-[chuckles]
-[chuckles]
1019
01:09:33,173 --> 01:09:35,710
So, you've beaten
my record by 37.
1020
01:09:38,146 --> 01:09:39,547
It feels nice.
1021
01:09:42,116 --> 01:09:42,950
Yeah.
1022
01:09:43,551 --> 01:09:44,418
I know.
1023
01:09:46,521 --> 01:09:47,421
Life.
1024
01:09:50,625 --> 01:09:51,458
Everything.
1025
01:09:54,028 --> 01:09:55,830
Lucian, something new.
1026
01:09:58,566 --> 01:10:00,434
Doing different things.
1027
01:10:04,839 --> 01:10:06,406
Doing things differently.
1028
01:10:09,844 --> 01:10:10,712
You.
1029
01:10:21,421 --> 01:10:23,591
-You go back to London.
-Hmm?
1030
01:10:24,892 --> 01:10:26,226
I'll be there soon enough.
1031
01:10:27,028 --> 01:10:28,196
Working for you.
1032
01:10:28,295 --> 01:10:30,230
-Oh. Oh, okay.
-[chuckles]
1033
01:10:30,598 --> 01:10:32,265
That is how it is. [grunts]
1034
01:10:40,240 --> 01:10:45,580
[soft music playing]
1035
01:10:59,994 --> 01:11:01,294
[door bell ringing]
1036
01:11:02,262 --> 01:11:04,599
[door buzzes, opens]
1037
01:11:09,003 --> 01:11:10,772
[Kate] Lucian.
1038
01:11:19,647 --> 01:11:21,015
Lucian.
1039
01:11:23,885 --> 01:11:25,887
Lucian, where are you?
1040
01:11:43,571 --> 01:11:45,039
Welcome back to London.
1041
01:11:46,207 --> 01:11:47,742
Are you okay, Lucian?
1042
01:11:48,042 --> 01:11:49,577
Oh, easy to say.
1043
01:11:49,877 --> 01:11:52,647
Behind a painted smile,
I expect.
1044
01:11:53,313 --> 01:11:55,650
Every fucking time.
1045
01:11:56,449 --> 01:11:58,920
Every fucking time you're late.
1046
01:11:59,720 --> 01:12:02,023
You've got no fucking respect.
1047
01:12:02,123 --> 01:12:03,224
None at all.
1048
01:12:03,558 --> 01:12:06,260
Three evenings a week
is all I ask.
1049
01:12:06,661 --> 01:12:08,796
And to be on fucking time.
1050
01:12:09,230 --> 01:12:10,330
But can you manage that?
1051
01:12:10,898 --> 01:12:14,135
I wonder how
you manage at all. No.
1052
01:12:14,467 --> 01:12:15,837
No, you can't.
1053
01:12:16,237 --> 01:12:19,240
Because you treat all this
as some kind of fucking game.
1054
01:12:19,339 --> 01:12:20,608
Lucian, no.
1055
01:12:20,708 --> 01:12:22,610
[Lucian] This is what I do.
1056
01:12:23,277 --> 01:12:24,444
I paint.
1057
01:12:25,246 --> 01:12:27,347
You ask me why I paint.
1058
01:12:27,615 --> 01:12:30,885
It's because it's what I like
doing best.
1059
01:12:30,985 --> 01:12:33,621
Lucian, I'm 12 fucking minutes
late. What's the matter?
1060
01:12:33,721 --> 01:12:37,992
You're the fucking matter!
Fucking me around like this.
1061
01:12:38,092 --> 01:12:41,128
Lucian, I have sat here for you
for these months religiously.
1062
01:12:41,229 --> 01:12:42,429
I have done it willingly.
1063
01:12:42,697 --> 01:12:47,268
I paint. I paint.
And I paint some more.
1064
01:12:47,635 --> 01:12:52,439
What happens here every day
is all that matters.
1065
01:12:53,406 --> 01:12:55,109
You turn up when you please.
1066
01:12:56,310 --> 01:12:58,012
Do you think
you're doing me a favour?
1067
01:12:58,279 --> 01:13:00,147
Humouring me perhaps?
1068
01:13:02,250 --> 01:13:03,951
It's not about you.
1069
01:13:06,287 --> 01:13:08,823
This is what I care about.
1070
01:13:08,923 --> 01:13:10,124
This...
1071
01:13:10,558 --> 01:13:12,994
is what I think
is worth preserving.
1072
01:13:14,394 --> 01:13:15,863
I invest everything in this.
1073
01:13:16,130 --> 01:13:19,466
Everything, you understand?
Everything I have.
1074
01:13:21,602 --> 01:13:24,572
I have a very specific way
of working.
1075
01:13:26,107 --> 01:13:27,008
So do I.
1076
01:13:28,175 --> 01:13:31,145
-So do you, what?
-I work too.
1077
01:13:31,746 --> 01:13:33,614
You do realize that, don't you?
1078
01:13:34,481 --> 01:13:37,450
These campaigns,
this, this, this.
1079
01:13:37,685 --> 01:13:38,786
They were supposed to be me.
1080
01:13:38,886 --> 01:13:40,688
I passed on some of them
to be here.
1081
01:13:40,788 --> 01:13:42,924
Some of them
are long-term relationships.
1082
01:13:44,292 --> 01:13:46,227
A lot of people depend on me.
1083
01:13:46,661 --> 01:13:49,130
They listen to me.
They want to know what I think.
1084
01:13:52,199 --> 01:13:53,534
I read your article.
1085
01:13:54,669 --> 01:13:56,370
The one in that magazine.
1086
01:13:57,204 --> 01:14:00,074
"The painter must think
of everything he sees
1087
01:14:00,174 --> 01:14:03,210
as being there entirely
for his own use and pleasure".
1088
01:14:04,645 --> 01:14:06,113
Is that what I'm here for?
1089
01:14:07,248 --> 01:14:09,083
To be used by you?
1090
01:14:09,417 --> 01:14:11,852
And discarded like
all those others before?
1091
01:14:13,120 --> 01:14:15,056
Your own fucking children?
1092
01:14:24,065 --> 01:14:27,335
I am only concerned
about the present...
1093
01:14:27,902 --> 01:14:30,938
and what I am doing
at this very moment.
1094
01:14:31,706 --> 01:14:33,240
[Kate] That's bollocks.
1095
01:14:33,607 --> 01:14:35,576
All that stuff about Caroline.
1096
01:14:36,344 --> 01:14:38,212
I saw how that hurt you.
1097
01:14:40,414 --> 01:14:43,351
Lucian, I have made
so many sacrifices
1098
01:14:43,451 --> 01:14:44,685
to be here for you.
1099
01:14:46,654 --> 01:14:48,389
And I did it
because I wanted to,
1100
01:14:48,488 --> 01:14:50,024
not because I had to.
1101
01:14:51,258 --> 01:14:52,760
What have you given up?
1102
01:14:53,160 --> 01:14:54,328
Parties?
1103
01:14:54,428 --> 01:14:55,696
[Kate] I haven't missed
the partying.
1104
01:14:55,796 --> 01:14:58,566
I like coming here
and then going home again.
1105
01:15:01,268 --> 01:15:02,870
You've taught me a lot.
1106
01:15:03,971 --> 01:15:05,940
More than I could
have imagined, really.
1107
01:15:09,777 --> 01:15:12,513
The reason you are always
late...
1108
01:15:13,614 --> 01:15:15,683
is because you're on drugs.
1109
01:15:18,753 --> 01:15:22,056
-[soft music playing]
-[sobs, sighs]
1110
01:15:35,269 --> 01:15:36,804
The reason I'm late is...
1111
01:15:40,107 --> 01:15:42,610
I'm pregnant. [sobs]
1112
01:15:44,211 --> 01:15:49,216
[chuckles]
1113
01:15:49,316 --> 01:15:55,189
Oh my, oh my, my, my.
1114
01:15:55,524 --> 01:15:56,857
[Kate]
Who would have thought it?
1115
01:15:58,292 --> 01:16:01,862
Oh God, I am so sorry.
1116
01:16:03,597 --> 01:16:07,268
I'm so happy for you.
I really am.
1117
01:16:07,802 --> 01:16:13,607
I can tell you are going to make
the most wonderful mother.
1118
01:16:14,141 --> 01:16:16,610
I thought you'd be cross with me
because of the painting.
1119
01:16:16,710 --> 01:16:18,846
Oh no, no.
1120
01:16:18,946 --> 01:16:22,383
I think this is
the most wonderful development.
1121
01:16:22,483 --> 01:16:24,118
And we must continue.
1122
01:16:24,218 --> 01:16:28,155
In fact, we will need to
increase to four days a week
1123
01:16:28,422 --> 01:16:29,757
in order to finish.
1124
01:16:30,157 --> 01:16:31,192
That...
1125
01:16:31,459 --> 01:16:33,260
that is if you have the time.
1126
01:16:34,628 --> 01:16:36,363
I don't think
I can do this anymore.
1127
01:16:36,597 --> 01:16:39,133
But we are very close.
1128
01:16:41,769 --> 01:16:43,871
Lucian, I have never met
anyone like you.
1129
01:16:46,440 --> 01:16:47,975
I probably never will again.
1130
01:16:51,879 --> 01:16:53,347
What you're painting there...
1131
01:16:55,082 --> 01:16:55,983
is me.
1132
01:16:57,218 --> 01:16:59,720
The real me and not many people
can say that.
1133
01:17:06,460 --> 01:17:07,361
But this...
1134
01:17:08,662 --> 01:17:11,098
this is...
this is too much for me.
1135
01:17:13,901 --> 01:17:15,903
And now I've got this baby.
1136
01:17:16,170 --> 01:17:17,171
[sighs]
1137
01:17:17,404 --> 01:17:19,173
I need to be present for her.
1138
01:17:23,744 --> 01:17:25,312
I am just who I am.
1139
01:17:27,815 --> 01:17:29,350
I'm not responsible
for the other people
1140
01:17:29,450 --> 01:17:30,684
you see in me.
1141
01:17:34,188 --> 01:17:35,089
Please.
1142
01:17:39,026 --> 01:17:44,365
I remember going to a party
held by a friend of mine
1143
01:17:44,465 --> 01:17:46,367
after the divorce.
1144
01:17:47,201 --> 01:17:52,206
She'd rather tactlessly invited
Caroline as well.
1145
01:17:53,908 --> 01:17:55,075
What did you say?
1146
01:17:56,210 --> 01:17:57,411
I said to her...
1147
01:17:58,513 --> 01:18:01,148
"Do you think
I am made of wood"?
1148
01:18:03,250 --> 01:18:04,151
A fossil...
1149
01:18:05,186 --> 01:18:06,720
may lie hidden...
1150
01:18:07,321 --> 01:18:10,224
preserved in
its natural sarcophagus
1151
01:18:10,324 --> 01:18:12,193
for thousands of years.
1152
01:18:13,294 --> 01:18:14,728
Before someone...
1153
01:18:15,429 --> 01:18:17,097
may stumble across it.
1154
01:18:19,266 --> 01:18:20,134
I'm sorry.
1155
01:18:23,170 --> 01:18:24,371
I truly am.
1156
01:18:25,272 --> 01:18:28,242
[soft music playing]
1157
01:18:34,583 --> 01:18:36,450
This is... this is Kate Moss.
1158
01:18:36,717 --> 01:18:40,287
And, uh, she's got something
very important to say to you.
1159
01:18:43,757 --> 01:18:47,962
-[Lucian humming]
-[chuckles]
1160
01:18:51,065 --> 01:18:52,066
[Jefferson] It was good too.
1161
01:18:53,367 --> 01:18:54,868
-You what?
-[chuckles]
1162
01:18:54,969 --> 01:18:57,504
She's filthy.
She's absolutely filthy.
1163
01:19:01,809 --> 01:19:03,077
-You feel that?
-Yeah.
1164
01:19:13,387 --> 01:19:17,124
[chuckles] It's crazy Bella.
Me, a mummy!
1165
01:19:17,592 --> 01:19:21,295
[Bella] Hmm. You're going to be
the best mummy, I can tell.
1166
01:19:21,395 --> 01:19:23,897
-That's what your dad said.
-[Bella] Ah, well it's true.
1167
01:19:23,998 --> 01:19:26,200
-[chuckles]
-[chuckles]
1168
01:19:26,467 --> 01:19:27,736
He's been so good.
1169
01:19:28,202 --> 01:19:30,605
I can tell that he's getting
the painting done before I...
1170
01:19:30,871 --> 01:19:32,306
before I pop.
1171
01:19:33,307 --> 01:19:34,808
Oh, it's all so...
1172
01:19:35,776 --> 01:19:36,810
passionate.
1173
01:19:36,910 --> 01:19:39,913
-[chuckles]
-[Bella] I don't know but it is.
1174
01:19:40,515 --> 01:19:43,350
I don't think he'd do
the same thing for anyone else.
1175
01:19:43,752 --> 01:19:44,719
[indistinct chatter]
1176
01:19:44,818 --> 01:19:46,253
-Hiya.
-[Lucian] Hello.
1177
01:19:47,054 --> 01:19:48,455
[Kate] I'm running so short
on time, I thought
1178
01:19:48,556 --> 01:19:51,593
it'd be good if you joined us.
If that's okay.
1179
01:19:51,693 --> 01:19:54,228
I couldn't think
of a better combination.
1180
01:19:55,229 --> 01:19:56,930
-Nice to see you.
-[chuckles]
1181
01:19:57,031 --> 01:20:00,234
-I've taken your seat.
-Yeah, I noticed. Ah, thank you.
1182
01:20:01,703 --> 01:20:04,171
-It's good to see you.
-And you.
1183
01:20:04,572 --> 01:20:10,512
[indistinct chatter]
1184
01:20:11,579 --> 01:20:12,813
[Bella] Is everything okay now?
1185
01:20:12,913 --> 01:20:14,181
[all laughing]
1186
01:20:14,281 --> 01:20:15,349
[mobile ringing]
1187
01:20:17,284 --> 01:20:18,352
[Kate] Hello?
1188
01:20:18,952 --> 01:20:20,954
Oh my God.
1189
01:20:22,524 --> 01:20:23,625
Really?
1190
01:20:24,091 --> 01:20:25,459
What... what do you...
1191
01:20:25,893 --> 01:20:28,429
All right, I'm...
I'm leaving now. Okay.
1192
01:20:29,029 --> 01:20:30,998
-Is everything all right?
-Oh, it's just a problem
1193
01:20:31,098 --> 01:20:33,233
with the house. It'll be okay,
but I've got to go sort it.
1194
01:20:33,568 --> 01:20:34,835
I'm so sorry.
1195
01:20:34,935 --> 01:20:36,203
[Lucian] You go.
1196
01:20:36,738 --> 01:20:38,540
Yeah. We'll stay.
1197
01:20:41,141 --> 01:20:42,343
-Bye, bye.
-It's okay.
1198
01:20:44,411 --> 01:20:45,412
Oh.
1199
01:20:46,781 --> 01:20:48,148
How are you, Dad?
1200
01:20:48,248 --> 01:20:49,450
Thank you.
1201
01:20:50,819 --> 01:20:52,386
Keep that number
to yourself, will you.
1202
01:20:52,853 --> 01:20:54,254
-I will.
-[chuckles]
1203
01:20:56,023 --> 01:20:58,025
-Um.
-How are you?
1204
01:20:58,660 --> 01:20:59,627
Yeah, I'm great.
1205
01:20:59,728 --> 01:21:00,861
-[Lucian] Yeah?
-[Bella] Yeah.
1206
01:21:00,961 --> 01:21:03,964
-[Lucian] You are my angel.
-[Bella] Oh. Never.
1207
01:21:04,064 --> 01:21:04,998
[Lucian] Oh yes.
1208
01:21:05,099 --> 01:21:10,237
[indistinct chatter]
1209
01:21:10,337 --> 01:21:12,406
[Bella] Now you'll be doing
head stands again.
1210
01:21:15,075 --> 01:21:19,346
-[soft music playing]
-[mobile ringing]
1211
01:21:24,853 --> 01:21:25,854
[mobile beeps]
1212
01:21:25,953 --> 01:21:26,987
Hello.
1213
01:21:27,087 --> 01:21:29,323
[Lucian] Hello, Kate.
It's Lucian.
1214
01:21:29,423 --> 01:21:30,924
[chuckles] Lucian?
1215
01:21:31,659 --> 01:21:32,594
Hi.
1216
01:21:33,293 --> 01:21:34,261
How are you?
1217
01:21:34,361 --> 01:21:35,764
[Lucian] Very well, thank you.
1218
01:21:36,163 --> 01:21:38,666
How are your preparations
coming along?
1219
01:21:38,767 --> 01:21:40,901
Oh, it's all a bit crazy.
1220
01:21:41,268 --> 01:21:44,104
I've been packing
and repacking my hospital bag.
1221
01:21:44,204 --> 01:21:45,439
[Lucian] Marvelous.
1222
01:21:45,874 --> 01:21:47,975
Yeah, it's... it's surprising
even to me
1223
01:21:48,075 --> 01:21:50,344
how organized I've become.
1224
01:21:50,978 --> 01:21:53,414
Look, I'm sorry
I haven't been around recently.
1225
01:21:54,281 --> 01:21:56,518
I feel guilty about
what you said about my aura
1226
01:21:56,618 --> 01:21:57,451
and all that.
1227
01:21:58,485 --> 01:22:00,220
[Lucian] I believe
it's finished.
1228
01:22:01,355 --> 01:22:03,257
-What, the painting?
- [Lucian] Yes.
1229
01:22:03,525 --> 01:22:06,059
I've been studying it
and studying it
1230
01:22:06,160 --> 01:22:08,061
for a very long time.
1231
01:22:08,362 --> 01:22:10,130
And there was
nothing else to do.
1232
01:22:10,230 --> 01:22:11,833
So I thought I'd leave it there.
1233
01:22:11,932 --> 01:22:13,333
Oh my God.
1234
01:22:14,903 --> 01:22:16,370
How does it look?
1235
01:22:16,871 --> 01:22:20,107
[Lucian] Perhaps you should come
over and judge for yourself.
1236
01:22:21,341 --> 01:22:22,209
Okay.
1237
01:22:23,878 --> 01:22:24,846
[chuckles]
1238
01:22:25,078 --> 01:22:26,346
I'll see you soon.
1239
01:22:27,782 --> 01:22:28,616
[mobile beeps]
1240
01:22:40,829 --> 01:22:45,567
[soft music playing]
1241
01:23:00,080 --> 01:23:01,081
[door bell ringing]
1242
01:23:02,983 --> 01:23:04,418
[Lucian] Oh, you're here.
1243
01:23:04,786 --> 01:23:06,921
We missed you. Come, come.
1244
01:23:07,221 --> 01:23:09,223
No, no, no. Wait, wait.
1245
01:23:10,257 --> 01:23:12,760
-Let me help you.
-Thank you.
1246
01:23:13,227 --> 01:23:15,630
Oh, you look wonderful.
1247
01:23:16,296 --> 01:23:17,397
Oh.
1248
01:23:18,131 --> 01:23:20,768
-I'm so pleased to see you.
-[Kate chuckles]
1249
01:23:20,869 --> 01:23:22,002
I have something for you,
1250
01:23:22,102 --> 01:23:23,738
but I'll give it to you later,
all right?
1251
01:23:31,679 --> 01:23:36,149
Uh, it's very early,
but I find the model, Julia...
1252
01:23:36,651 --> 01:23:37,752
most fascinating.
1253
01:23:38,485 --> 01:23:39,621
A good sitter.
1254
01:23:40,588 --> 01:23:41,623
Julia.
1255
01:23:43,090 --> 01:23:44,759
-She seems sweet.
-[Lucian] Hmm.
1256
01:23:45,660 --> 01:23:46,528
Where did you find her?
1257
01:23:46,628 --> 01:23:49,196
Oh, she's the daughter
of a butcher.
1258
01:23:49,731 --> 01:23:51,566
Was a waitress.
1259
01:23:51,933 --> 01:23:53,601
-[Kate] Was?
-[Lucian] Yes.
1260
01:23:53,701 --> 01:23:58,105
She quit her job in order for me
to paint her. [chuckles]
1261
01:23:58,540 --> 01:24:01,543
Quite an admirable sacrifice,
don't you think?
1262
01:24:01,643 --> 01:24:04,044
-[Kate] Bloody hell.
-[chuckles] Quite.
1263
01:24:06,113 --> 01:24:08,148
And here...
1264
01:24:10,618 --> 01:24:11,586
we are.
1265
01:24:12,754 --> 01:24:19,661
[soft music playing]
1266
01:24:29,904 --> 01:24:30,772
[Kate] Wow.
1267
01:24:31,773 --> 01:24:32,674
Lucian.
1268
01:24:36,176 --> 01:24:37,745
Is this how you see me?
1269
01:24:40,347 --> 01:24:44,484
Well, it's... it's how I see
the painting, really.
1270
01:24:52,527 --> 01:24:53,393
[Kate] My...
1271
01:24:55,029 --> 01:24:56,129
my bump it...
1272
01:24:57,532 --> 01:24:58,365
it's not...
1273
01:25:00,034 --> 01:25:01,368
What do you think?
1274
01:25:03,671 --> 01:25:04,504
[Kate] I'm...
1275
01:25:05,974 --> 01:25:07,207
I'm not sure.
1276
01:25:10,110 --> 01:25:11,445
I thought we...
1277
01:25:11,546 --> 01:25:13,648
-I thought we...
-Hi. Oh, Kate, sorry.
1278
01:25:13,915 --> 01:25:15,083
Sorry. Lucian.
1279
01:25:15,516 --> 01:25:17,752
-Freddy's here.
-[Lucian] Oh, thank you, David.
1280
01:25:18,052 --> 01:25:21,388
Uh, would you please help me
to set up?
1281
01:25:22,890 --> 01:25:24,458
I'm terribly sorry, Kate,
1282
01:25:24,559 --> 01:25:26,694
but I need to prepare
for my next sitting.
1283
01:25:27,996 --> 01:25:31,065
Freddy is... is my new model.
1284
01:25:31,365 --> 01:25:34,167
-Your son, Freddy?
-Yes, actually.
1285
01:25:34,267 --> 01:25:36,136
He's become a very good sitter.
1286
01:25:40,340 --> 01:25:41,542
Okay, well...
1287
01:25:42,877 --> 01:25:44,512
I'd better get going anyway.
1288
01:25:47,180 --> 01:25:49,216
Okay, Lucian,
I'll... I'll be seeing you.
1289
01:25:50,183 --> 01:25:51,686
Uh, thank you, Kate.
1290
01:25:53,521 --> 01:25:54,722
[Kate] Yeah, well, whatever.
1291
01:25:55,489 --> 01:25:56,658
Uh, wait.
1292
01:26:00,995 --> 01:26:02,162
There...
1293
01:26:02,764 --> 01:26:04,197
is a distinction...
1294
01:26:04,966 --> 01:26:08,235
between the fact and truth.
1295
01:26:10,170 --> 01:26:12,239
Truth has an element of...
1296
01:26:12,807 --> 01:26:14,742
revelation about it.
1297
01:26:16,144 --> 01:26:17,679
If something is true...
1298
01:26:18,813 --> 01:26:22,650
it does more than strike one
as merely being so.
1299
01:26:23,985 --> 01:26:24,886
You...
1300
01:26:25,853 --> 01:26:27,522
are extraordinary.
1301
01:26:28,956 --> 01:26:30,958
Because you are ordinary.
1302
01:26:31,559 --> 01:26:33,928
And I mean this
in the best possible way.
1303
01:26:35,697 --> 01:26:39,499
My painting of you was perhaps
the hardest I have ever done.
1304
01:26:41,435 --> 01:26:42,870
For many reasons which I...
1305
01:26:43,838 --> 01:26:45,205
I shan't bother you with.
1306
01:26:47,441 --> 01:26:49,276
But I feel privileged...
1307
01:26:50,511 --> 01:26:52,245
to have spent time with you.
1308
01:26:53,681 --> 01:26:56,984
But the painting is your truth.
1309
01:26:59,352 --> 01:27:01,689
And it is my truth.
1310
01:27:04,792 --> 01:27:05,793
Oh, Lucian.
1311
01:27:09,831 --> 01:27:10,698
Lucian.
1312
01:27:26,180 --> 01:27:29,416
-[soft music playing]
-[birds chirping]
1313
01:27:51,139 --> 01:27:54,909
[pants]
1314
01:28:13,393 --> 01:28:14,762
Jefferson!
1315
01:28:16,097 --> 01:28:16,998
[Jefferson] Kate?
1316
01:28:18,633 --> 01:28:21,035
-You all right? Jesus.
-Yeah.
1317
01:28:23,104 --> 01:28:24,539
Oh, she's coming.
1318
01:28:25,139 --> 01:28:26,174
-[Jefferson] She's coming?
-Yeah.
1319
01:28:26,274 --> 01:28:28,810
-Okay, I'll put my arm
around you.
1320
01:28:28,910 --> 01:28:29,744
-Okay.
-Okay.
1321
01:28:32,880 --> 01:28:37,417
[soft music playing]
1322
01:29:01,943 --> 01:29:04,045
[Kate] Oh. Hiya, David.
1323
01:29:04,145 --> 01:29:06,981
Kate. Oh, so lovely to see you.
1324
01:29:08,249 --> 01:29:10,284
-[Kate] How is he?
-Um.
1325
01:29:11,152 --> 01:29:13,287
He's okay. I mean,
he gave us all a bit of a fright
1326
01:29:13,386 --> 01:29:14,454
but you know what he's like.
1327
01:29:14,822 --> 01:29:16,924
-Anyway, come in, please.
-[Kate] Yeah.
1328
01:29:21,195 --> 01:29:22,063
Lucian.
1329
01:29:23,064 --> 01:29:24,131
Kate's here.
1330
01:29:25,099 --> 01:29:26,667
Oh, wonderful.
1331
01:29:28,336 --> 01:29:29,804
Oh, Lucian.
1332
01:29:30,972 --> 01:29:33,473
I saved a place for you.
1333
01:29:36,110 --> 01:29:37,778
I brought someone to meet you.
1334
01:29:38,779 --> 01:29:39,647
Who?
1335
01:29:41,682 --> 01:29:44,018
[soft music playing]
1336
01:29:45,086 --> 01:29:45,987
Oh.
1337
01:29:47,321 --> 01:29:49,957
Oh. Oh, I say.
1338
01:29:51,559 --> 01:29:53,995
-What's your name?
-Lila Grace.
1339
01:29:55,263 --> 01:29:57,665
What a beautiful name.
1340
01:29:59,000 --> 01:29:59,867
Come here.
1341
01:30:00,534 --> 01:30:02,036
I want to see you.
1342
01:30:04,038 --> 01:30:06,574
Closer. I won't hurt you.
1343
01:30:09,476 --> 01:30:12,445
Just as beautiful
as your mother.
1344
01:30:16,651 --> 01:30:19,419
Why don't you go
and see David for a cup of tea?
1345
01:30:20,554 --> 01:30:23,124
Mummy just needs to have
a little chat with Lucian...
1346
01:30:23,524 --> 01:30:25,492
check he's been
behaving himself.
1347
01:30:26,493 --> 01:30:27,929
[chuckles] Come.
1348
01:30:30,164 --> 01:30:31,265
-[David] There we go.
-[Kate] It's all right.
1349
01:30:31,365 --> 01:30:32,199
Come on then.
1350
01:30:38,639 --> 01:30:40,207
What happened?
1351
01:30:40,808 --> 01:30:46,347
Well, this, uh, chap
was making a surrealist film
1352
01:30:46,747 --> 01:30:48,849
from one of my paintings.
1353
01:30:49,617 --> 01:30:52,452
He brought in a zebra...
1354
01:30:53,321 --> 01:30:57,224
a real zebra,
to film next to me.
1355
01:30:58,626 --> 01:31:01,329
-A really terrific animal.
-[Kate chuckles]
1356
01:31:01,429 --> 01:31:05,933
I... I gave it a...
a pat on the nose,
1357
01:31:06,033 --> 01:31:07,802
but I frightened it.
1358
01:31:08,468 --> 01:31:09,704
It bolted...
1359
01:31:10,805 --> 01:31:13,207
while I was holding the reins.
1360
01:31:14,075 --> 01:31:15,509
I couldn't let go.
1361
01:31:17,178 --> 01:31:19,580
Lucian, you really must be
more careful.
1362
01:31:20,648 --> 01:31:22,216
I was worried about you.
1363
01:31:23,017 --> 01:31:23,985
I'm fine.
1364
01:31:25,519 --> 01:31:28,022
They scanned my head, but...
1365
01:31:28,422 --> 01:31:31,491
it was really my balls
that hurt most.
1366
01:31:31,592 --> 01:31:34,261
-[chuckles]
-They'd been dragged
1367
01:31:34,362 --> 01:31:35,863
all over the place.
1368
01:31:37,999 --> 01:31:41,736
-[indistinct chatter]
-Lila Grace is...
1369
01:31:42,370 --> 01:31:43,637
She's lovely.
1370
01:31:45,072 --> 01:31:47,108
She has your morale.
1371
01:31:48,509 --> 01:31:50,478
A fortunate thing.
1372
01:31:50,745 --> 01:31:52,680
She's my everything.
1373
01:31:53,748 --> 01:31:55,883
I love her so much.
1374
01:31:57,785 --> 01:31:59,653
I'd like to paint her.
1375
01:32:01,222 --> 01:32:02,223
That'd be lovely.
1376
01:32:10,464 --> 01:32:11,665
Lucian.
1377
01:32:12,333 --> 01:32:13,167
[Lucian] Hmm?
1378
01:32:13,968 --> 01:32:15,870
You know when I first saw it...
1379
01:32:17,705 --> 01:32:19,273
I couldn't understand it.
1380
01:32:20,408 --> 01:32:21,275
[Lucian] Hmm.
1381
01:32:22,676 --> 01:32:23,878
But now I do.
1382
01:32:26,547 --> 01:32:27,982
That was me then.
1383
01:32:29,417 --> 01:32:30,251
[Lucian] Hmm.
1384
01:32:31,552 --> 01:32:33,721
[indistinct chatter]
1385
01:32:33,821 --> 01:32:36,824
-Isn't David lovely?
-Oh.
1386
01:32:37,992 --> 01:32:39,226
My dear David.
1387
01:32:41,595 --> 01:32:43,164
My dear faithful David.
1388
01:32:49,703 --> 01:32:52,039
I am very tired.
1389
01:32:54,509 --> 01:32:56,777
Do you think we could just...
1390
01:32:57,445 --> 01:32:59,747
lie here for a while?
1391
01:33:10,024 --> 01:33:12,059
We can lie here
for as long as you like.
1392
01:33:12,159 --> 01:33:12,993
[Lucian] Oh.
1393
01:33:14,728 --> 01:33:15,863
Thank you.
1394
01:33:16,897 --> 01:33:21,368
[soft music playing]
1395
01:33:39,987 --> 01:33:42,756
[Kate] "A moment
of complete happiness ...
1396
01:33:43,124 --> 01:33:46,760
never occurs in the creation
of a work of art".
1397
01:33:49,430 --> 01:33:53,234
"The promise of it is felt
in the act of creation ...
1398
01:33:54,101 --> 01:33:57,972
but disappears towards
the completion of the work".
1399
01:34:17,526 --> 01:34:21,795
"It is this great insufficiency
that drives him on".
1400
01:34:27,569 --> 01:34:31,205
"Thus the process of creation
becomes necessary
1401
01:34:31,305 --> 01:34:33,440
to the painter
more than is the picture".
1402
01:34:35,376 --> 01:34:38,712
"The process
is in fact habit-forming".
1403
01:34:41,315 --> 01:34:48,189
[soft music playing]